Remember to Love Me
Title: Remember to Love Me
Author: lovelydagger23
Rating: NC-17
Characters: Kei and Sho
Summary: Kei and Sho both...learn a lesson in Memory and Love. The sequel to Remember to Kiss me, and Remember to Touch me, and Remember to Taste Me. Yes folks this is the final part
Warnings: Humor, fluff, angst, starving vampires, gunshot wounds, and Kei and Sho finally get what they want.
Disclaimer: Kei and Sho belong to Gackt's interesting imagination. XD
It feels like an eye blink ago, an eight year old was telling Kei that he loved him and wanted to kiss him the way an adult would…and now…this twenty five year old man, is sitting before him, playing cards out of boredom. A cigarette was between his plush lips, that the vampire attacked many times, licked, sucked and nipped…and as usual…he found himself staring hard at those irresistible lips.
Sho almost smiled at the sight of his lover absentmindedly licking his lips, staring at his own so hard his eyes might fall out of his head. “Kei,”
“Hm?” the ancient man asked, blinking, and meeting his lover’s gaze.
“Have you fed today?”
“….No.”
“Why not?” Sho asked, as they continued to play solitaire.
“Didn’t feel like it.” Kei replied, bluntly, looking at the cards intently.
“I hope you know…that if you starve yourself to death, I’ll never forgive you.”
“So you’ve said a thousand times.”
“I’ll say it a thousand more too.” Sho scowled. “I mean what I say.”
“It’s not always easy…to feed enough to satisfy myself, even if you offer yourself to me.” Kei explained quietly, before going back to the cards.
“Kei, do you ever think of turning me?” the human asked suddenly.
“Nope.” Kei replied without even looking up at him.
“Would you ever turn me?”
“No.”
“I bet if I asked you as I died in your arms you mi-”
“Stop it Sho.” the vampire ordered, still not looking at him. The tone in his voice showed more then his face had to…waaay more. The human went silent, puffing at his cigarette for a while, before looking at his lover again, to see a broken expression faintly present on his face.
The human took the ancient man’s hand gently in his.
“I’m sorry I asked…forget I said anything.” he said quietly, before lifting his lover’s hand to his lips. Kei rolled his eyes at the gesture.
“That’s so unlike you…you’re not really the romantic type are you?” he asked.
“What makes you think that?” Sho asked, raising an eyebrow.
“You’re more the cuddly cute type…the kind that doesn’t say heart thumping lies to draw people in, or try to use smooth gestures to get attention.” Kei explained, a slight smile on his face.
“Why would I need to when I have the person I want right here?” Sho asked quietly, meeting his gaze intensely yet fleetingly.
“Oh that’s a bold statement.” Kei chuckled. “What makes you think that you have me?”
“Because you’re still here. You could have left me any time you know.” the criminal replied with a chuckle.
“You’re right…but do you ever doubt me?” Kei asked.
“Sometimes.” Sho replied, before they found themselves in silence once more, playing their game. “Kei,”
“Yes?”
“Want to go for a walk?”
- - - -
The vampire smiled softly, as they walked down the street, their fingers tangled together. Sho never complained about having to wait for Kei’s affections after they had their fight two years ago, and Kei never really said anything about it either…they just continued pleasing each other in the few ways that they have been…with Kei doing evil things every now and then, like spiking Sho’s drink with aphrodisiacs and ignoring him a few hours before pouncing him.
“Kei,”
“Hm?”
“What are you thinking about?” The young man asked, staring at the vampire.
“You’re twenty five years old…”
“Yeah and?” Sho asked with a chuckle.
“….I know that’s what you think….since you’re human….but I’m a vampire, I’m very old…you have no idea how old I am.”
“Older then Methuselah?”
“….Sho,”
“Older then dirt?”
“That really isn’t funny.”
“Older then-”
“Will you stop that?” Kei demanded, as his eye twitched.
“I was only teasing love.” Sho whispered, before kissing the corner of the ancient man’s mouth. “You know I don’t care how old you are.”
“….I’m old…and…you’re growing up…and…”
“What are you talking about? I’m grown now and have been for a while.” the criminal chuckled. Just as he said this, a thug came from behind a tree, a gun drawn and aimed at Kei. Sho quickly blocked his lover with his body, taking the bullet in his shoulder.
“SHO!” Kei shouted, in surprise. Blood dripped through Sho’s fingers, as he knelt to the ground.
“I’m-I’m fine.” the human wheezed, the pain from the bullet taking his breath away.
“Don’t worry about him, you’re next too little man.” the thug snarled, before pulling the trigger. To the man’s horror, Kei was in his face before the trigger finished snapping back in place.
“I have nothing to worry about…it’s YOU who should worry!” The vampire snarled, before grabbing the man’s trigger arm and breaking it like a twig. Sho’s eyes widened, as the man screamed loud enough to echo through the park. “No one told you to shoot at us!” Kei snatched the man by the hair, tugging his head back so rough it looked like he was about to break his neck. He then straddled the poor thug, then bit into his throat greedily gulping down every drop of blood that ran through his body.
“Kei,” Sho called quietly, as he stood up. The vampire glared at him, his crimson eyes piercing his contact clad ones. “Kei, I’m hurt.” Kei blinked a few times at the voice he heard…his blood thirst dying out a bit.
“Sho, how are you feeling? Are you getting dizzy?” he asked walking over to him.
“Not really, it just hurts like hell.” Sho replied clutching his wound. “The bullet exited my shoulder cleanly it feels like.” Kei stuck his thumb in the wound. “OW! WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU-?!”
“Yep it did.” Kei said, yanking it back out.
“ARGH!!”
“Let’s get you home and patched up.” the ancient man decided, tugging Sho’s arm.
- - - -
“Kei,”
“Hm?”
“Why do you keep staring at me like I’m a fat juicy steak?” Sho asked, blinking.
Kei licked his lips, meeting Sho’s gaze. “I’m still hungry.” he replied quietly.
“….You are?” Sho asked, his eyes widening slightly. Normally if the vampire hadn’t fed in a while, one good sized person would fill him…
“I haven’t fed in a month.” Kei confessed, looking elsewhere. “Your blood…is intoxicating. Just smelling it…”
“What?” Sho asked, not knowing what he’d say, and kind of not wanting to know either. When the blonde looked up again, his eyes were blood red.
“Kiss me Sho,” he asked huskily.
“Um…I’d rather not.” the human barely uttered, starting to get up. Kei had just patched him up, and he was not up for another wound…or anything else. Before he could get away, the vampire was sitting on his lap, pinning him to the couch.
“I asked for a kiss.” he whispered, before tugging Sho’s head back by his hair. Before the human could protest, a sweet, gentle kiss silenced him. The human could feel his lover’s arousal, throbbing beneath him. He couldn’t help but to rock against it…something he’s never done before. Kei hissed, lifting his head from his lover’s. “That feels…good.” the vampire whispered, before nipping Sho’s throat, bringing a shiver from him. “Do you like it Sho?”
“Kei,” the young man moaned, when he felt the ancient man rock hard against him. He wrapped an arm around the vampire’s waist.
The ancient man kissed him deeply once more, as he tore open his lover’s shirt. His fangs grazed Sho’s throat, increasing his heartbeat, and hard on….before biting into him. Sho screamed in pain and pleasure, as his lover’s hand tightly gripped his arousal through his leather pants. “Oh fuck…Kei.” he struggled, as he felt the older man stroking him roughly.
The vampire pulled back, licking his wound the way a cat would lick up it’s cream. He shoved Sho down on the couch, roughly yanking his pants down his legs, as he continued to roughly kiss and bite him, drawing blood at random. As expected of Kei, fingers teeth and his tongue teased Sho, into nearly coming…before something else happened…something he really didn’t see coming. The vampire crawled up his body, kissed him gently, as he spread Sho’s legs all the more…then…he slowly entered him.
The human gasped loudly, his head tossing back. It hurt, but he could feel pleasure underneath all that pain. He willed himself to relax, with the help of his lover kissing and biting him, in all the right places…not to mention stroking his length. Before the young man even thought he was ready, Kei started moving, forcing short gasps of breath to escape the human. “Oh god, Kei…nngh.” Sho struggled, when he found himself moving with him. He couldn’t think straight, he could barely breathe. All he knew was he was finally one with Kei…even if the vampire was a complete blood thirsty and horny mess. Kei’s lips found Sho’s throat again…before fangs traded places with them. Sho found himself coming harder then he ever had, Kei followed him moments later.
The vampire pulled back, resting his head on Sho’s shoulder…satisfied with finally taking him…wait a sec…he took Sho? The ancient man looked down at the bite marked covered human, who was gasping for air with a silly grin on his face. “FUCK!” he wailed, his hair standing on end.
“Hm?” the human asked, cracking open an eye.
“This was NOT supposed to HAPPEN YET!!”
“I know.”
“And yet you let it?”
“Well you did sort of take me by force…” Sho mused. “I’m glad you did…but I couldn’t fight you off.”
“I turned you into a pin cushion and I fucked you senseless! I wasn’t supposed to do that! Your first time wasn’t supposed to be like that!”
“How was it supposed to be then?” the human asked, raising an eyebrow at him.
“I wasn’t supposed to fuck you, I wasn’t supposed to use you as a chew toy, and I wasn’t supposed to let myself be carried away by blood lust! Look at you! I made a mess of you!”
“What are you talking about?” Sho demanded, sitting up weakly. His lower back was screaming horrible things at him. “What were you supposed to do huh?”
“I was supposed to kiss you, not bite you, I was supposed to let my affection take over, not my blood lust…and for god sake Sho, I was supposed to LOVE YOU!” the vampire shouted in fury. The human blinked a few times, ignoring his throbbing body, before looking up at Kei.
“I know you love me…you’ve always have in your own way…this is why I gave in and let you do as you wished. I love you too Kei.” he said quietly, standing up and walking over to the small immortal. The twenty five year old smiled, as he took his chin lovingly in his hand. “I wouldn’t want it any other way Kei,” he whispered, before giving him a chaste kiss. “You were perfect.”
Tears formed in Kei’s eyes. “No I wasn’t.” he sniffed, shaking his head. “I…I didn’t do it right. I-” Sho kissed him again, wrapping his arms around him.
“You have no reason to be upset…I’m happy, satisfied, and you did exactly what I liked…everything you did was perfect. No romantical crap, no questions…you just did exactly as I liked. You pleased me as if I were the only thing you ever cared about…in your own twisted way…but it was still perfect. I love you Kei, and what you just did…was show me how much you loved me too.”
“Sho,”
“Hm?”
“Does mental illness run in your family?” Kei asked quietly.
“You think you’re funny don’t you?” the human asked, as his eye twitched. A smile cracked on the ancient man’s face, making Sho smile back. The human kissed his lover’s forehead, before looking at the couch. “Um…I think we need a new couch.”
“Yeah we do…not enough cleaner in the world will get all of those stains out of it…I can’t believe I bit you in all of those places.” Kei mumbled, blushing.
“Well at least I enjoyed it.” the human giggled.
Poor Kei, he really felt like he failed his mission. XD Well...I hope you guys liked it, and I shall be on hiatus for a bit. Maybe a few days...or a week...or two...don't know, but all I know is I'll be busy. T.T
Edit: What the hell is up with the LJ cut? Why does it want to multiply itself?
Author: lovelydagger23
Rating: NC-17
Characters: Kei and Sho
Summary: Kei and Sho both...learn a lesson in Memory and Love. The sequel to Remember to Kiss me, and Remember to Touch me, and Remember to Taste Me. Yes folks this is the final part
Warnings: Humor, fluff, angst, starving vampires, gunshot wounds, and Kei and Sho finally get what they want.
Disclaimer: Kei and Sho belong to Gackt's interesting imagination. XD
It feels like an eye blink ago, an eight year old was telling Kei that he loved him and wanted to kiss him the way an adult would…and now…this twenty five year old man, is sitting before him, playing cards out of boredom. A cigarette was between his plush lips, that the vampire attacked many times, licked, sucked and nipped…and as usual…he found himself staring hard at those irresistible lips.
Sho almost smiled at the sight of his lover absentmindedly licking his lips, staring at his own so hard his eyes might fall out of his head. “Kei,”
“Hm?” the ancient man asked, blinking, and meeting his lover’s gaze.
“Have you fed today?”
“….No.”
“Why not?” Sho asked, as they continued to play solitaire.
“Didn’t feel like it.” Kei replied, bluntly, looking at the cards intently.
“I hope you know…that if you starve yourself to death, I’ll never forgive you.”
“So you’ve said a thousand times.”
“I’ll say it a thousand more too.” Sho scowled. “I mean what I say.”
“It’s not always easy…to feed enough to satisfy myself, even if you offer yourself to me.” Kei explained quietly, before going back to the cards.
“Kei, do you ever think of turning me?” the human asked suddenly.
“Nope.” Kei replied without even looking up at him.
“Would you ever turn me?”
“No.”
“I bet if I asked you as I died in your arms you mi-”
“Stop it Sho.” the vampire ordered, still not looking at him. The tone in his voice showed more then his face had to…waaay more. The human went silent, puffing at his cigarette for a while, before looking at his lover again, to see a broken expression faintly present on his face.
The human took the ancient man’s hand gently in his.
“I’m sorry I asked…forget I said anything.” he said quietly, before lifting his lover’s hand to his lips. Kei rolled his eyes at the gesture.
“That’s so unlike you…you’re not really the romantic type are you?” he asked.
“What makes you think that?” Sho asked, raising an eyebrow.
“You’re more the cuddly cute type…the kind that doesn’t say heart thumping lies to draw people in, or try to use smooth gestures to get attention.” Kei explained, a slight smile on his face.
“Why would I need to when I have the person I want right here?” Sho asked quietly, meeting his gaze intensely yet fleetingly.
“Oh that’s a bold statement.” Kei chuckled. “What makes you think that you have me?”
“Because you’re still here. You could have left me any time you know.” the criminal replied with a chuckle.
“You’re right…but do you ever doubt me?” Kei asked.
“Sometimes.” Sho replied, before they found themselves in silence once more, playing their game. “Kei,”
“Yes?”
“Want to go for a walk?”
- - - -
The vampire smiled softly, as they walked down the street, their fingers tangled together. Sho never complained about having to wait for Kei’s affections after they had their fight two years ago, and Kei never really said anything about it either…they just continued pleasing each other in the few ways that they have been…with Kei doing evil things every now and then, like spiking Sho’s drink with aphrodisiacs and ignoring him a few hours before pouncing him.
“Kei,”
“Hm?”
“What are you thinking about?” The young man asked, staring at the vampire.
“You’re twenty five years old…”
“Yeah and?” Sho asked with a chuckle.
“….I know that’s what you think….since you’re human….but I’m a vampire, I’m very old…you have no idea how old I am.”
“Older then Methuselah?”
“….Sho,”
“Older then dirt?”
“That really isn’t funny.”
“Older then-”
“Will you stop that?” Kei demanded, as his eye twitched.
“I was only teasing love.” Sho whispered, before kissing the corner of the ancient man’s mouth. “You know I don’t care how old you are.”
“….I’m old…and…you’re growing up…and…”
“What are you talking about? I’m grown now and have been for a while.” the criminal chuckled. Just as he said this, a thug came from behind a tree, a gun drawn and aimed at Kei. Sho quickly blocked his lover with his body, taking the bullet in his shoulder.
“SHO!” Kei shouted, in surprise. Blood dripped through Sho’s fingers, as he knelt to the ground.
“I’m-I’m fine.” the human wheezed, the pain from the bullet taking his breath away.
“Don’t worry about him, you’re next too little man.” the thug snarled, before pulling the trigger. To the man’s horror, Kei was in his face before the trigger finished snapping back in place.
“I have nothing to worry about…it’s YOU who should worry!” The vampire snarled, before grabbing the man’s trigger arm and breaking it like a twig. Sho’s eyes widened, as the man screamed loud enough to echo through the park. “No one told you to shoot at us!” Kei snatched the man by the hair, tugging his head back so rough it looked like he was about to break his neck. He then straddled the poor thug, then bit into his throat greedily gulping down every drop of blood that ran through his body.
“Kei,” Sho called quietly, as he stood up. The vampire glared at him, his crimson eyes piercing his contact clad ones. “Kei, I’m hurt.” Kei blinked a few times at the voice he heard…his blood thirst dying out a bit.
“Sho, how are you feeling? Are you getting dizzy?” he asked walking over to him.
“Not really, it just hurts like hell.” Sho replied clutching his wound. “The bullet exited my shoulder cleanly it feels like.” Kei stuck his thumb in the wound. “OW! WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU-?!”
“Yep it did.” Kei said, yanking it back out.
“ARGH!!”
“Let’s get you home and patched up.” the ancient man decided, tugging Sho’s arm.
- - - -
“Kei,”
“Hm?”
“Why do you keep staring at me like I’m a fat juicy steak?” Sho asked, blinking.
Kei licked his lips, meeting Sho’s gaze. “I’m still hungry.” he replied quietly.
“….You are?” Sho asked, his eyes widening slightly. Normally if the vampire hadn’t fed in a while, one good sized person would fill him…
“I haven’t fed in a month.” Kei confessed, looking elsewhere. “Your blood…is intoxicating. Just smelling it…”
“What?” Sho asked, not knowing what he’d say, and kind of not wanting to know either. When the blonde looked up again, his eyes were blood red.
“Kiss me Sho,” he asked huskily.
“Um…I’d rather not.” the human barely uttered, starting to get up. Kei had just patched him up, and he was not up for another wound…or anything else. Before he could get away, the vampire was sitting on his lap, pinning him to the couch.
“I asked for a kiss.” he whispered, before tugging Sho’s head back by his hair. Before the human could protest, a sweet, gentle kiss silenced him. The human could feel his lover’s arousal, throbbing beneath him. He couldn’t help but to rock against it…something he’s never done before. Kei hissed, lifting his head from his lover’s. “That feels…good.” the vampire whispered, before nipping Sho’s throat, bringing a shiver from him. “Do you like it Sho?”
“Kei,” the young man moaned, when he felt the ancient man rock hard against him. He wrapped an arm around the vampire’s waist.
The ancient man kissed him deeply once more, as he tore open his lover’s shirt. His fangs grazed Sho’s throat, increasing his heartbeat, and hard on….before biting into him. Sho screamed in pain and pleasure, as his lover’s hand tightly gripped his arousal through his leather pants. “Oh fuck…Kei.” he struggled, as he felt the older man stroking him roughly.
The vampire pulled back, licking his wound the way a cat would lick up it’s cream. He shoved Sho down on the couch, roughly yanking his pants down his legs, as he continued to roughly kiss and bite him, drawing blood at random. As expected of Kei, fingers teeth and his tongue teased Sho, into nearly coming…before something else happened…something he really didn’t see coming. The vampire crawled up his body, kissed him gently, as he spread Sho’s legs all the more…then…he slowly entered him.
The human gasped loudly, his head tossing back. It hurt, but he could feel pleasure underneath all that pain. He willed himself to relax, with the help of his lover kissing and biting him, in all the right places…not to mention stroking his length. Before the young man even thought he was ready, Kei started moving, forcing short gasps of breath to escape the human. “Oh god, Kei…nngh.” Sho struggled, when he found himself moving with him. He couldn’t think straight, he could barely breathe. All he knew was he was finally one with Kei…even if the vampire was a complete blood thirsty and horny mess. Kei’s lips found Sho’s throat again…before fangs traded places with them. Sho found himself coming harder then he ever had, Kei followed him moments later.
The vampire pulled back, resting his head on Sho’s shoulder…satisfied with finally taking him…wait a sec…he took Sho? The ancient man looked down at the bite marked covered human, who was gasping for air with a silly grin on his face. “FUCK!” he wailed, his hair standing on end.
“Hm?” the human asked, cracking open an eye.
“This was NOT supposed to HAPPEN YET!!”
“I know.”
“And yet you let it?”
“Well you did sort of take me by force…” Sho mused. “I’m glad you did…but I couldn’t fight you off.”
“I turned you into a pin cushion and I fucked you senseless! I wasn’t supposed to do that! Your first time wasn’t supposed to be like that!”
“How was it supposed to be then?” the human asked, raising an eyebrow at him.
“I wasn’t supposed to fuck you, I wasn’t supposed to use you as a chew toy, and I wasn’t supposed to let myself be carried away by blood lust! Look at you! I made a mess of you!”
“What are you talking about?” Sho demanded, sitting up weakly. His lower back was screaming horrible things at him. “What were you supposed to do huh?”
“I was supposed to kiss you, not bite you, I was supposed to let my affection take over, not my blood lust…and for god sake Sho, I was supposed to LOVE YOU!” the vampire shouted in fury. The human blinked a few times, ignoring his throbbing body, before looking up at Kei.
“I know you love me…you’ve always have in your own way…this is why I gave in and let you do as you wished. I love you too Kei.” he said quietly, standing up and walking over to the small immortal. The twenty five year old smiled, as he took his chin lovingly in his hand. “I wouldn’t want it any other way Kei,” he whispered, before giving him a chaste kiss. “You were perfect.”
Tears formed in Kei’s eyes. “No I wasn’t.” he sniffed, shaking his head. “I…I didn’t do it right. I-” Sho kissed him again, wrapping his arms around him.
“You have no reason to be upset…I’m happy, satisfied, and you did exactly what I liked…everything you did was perfect. No romantical crap, no questions…you just did exactly as I liked. You pleased me as if I were the only thing you ever cared about…in your own twisted way…but it was still perfect. I love you Kei, and what you just did…was show me how much you loved me too.”
“Sho,”
“Hm?”
“Does mental illness run in your family?” Kei asked quietly.
“You think you’re funny don’t you?” the human asked, as his eye twitched. A smile cracked on the ancient man’s face, making Sho smile back. The human kissed his lover’s forehead, before looking at the couch. “Um…I think we need a new couch.”
“Yeah we do…not enough cleaner in the world will get all of those stains out of it…I can’t believe I bit you in all of those places.” Kei mumbled, blushing.
“Well at least I enjoyed it.” the human giggled.
Poor Kei, he really felt like he failed his mission. XD Well...I hope you guys liked it, and I shall be on hiatus for a bit. Maybe a few days...or a week...or two...don't know, but all I know is I'll be busy. T.T
Edit: What the hell is up with the LJ cut? Why does it want to multiply itself?