Acceptance
Title: Acceptance
Author: demon_rays
Prompt: Seduction
Rating: NC-17
Characters: Gackt, Hyde, Kaz, Ju-ken, Furuton, and Kami
Summary: After a month of being a slave to a vampire, Hyde is finally given a choice. The sequal to
Amusement
Warnings: Vampirism, smut, angst, fluff, violence
Disclaimer: They belong to themselves
Gackt found himself staring at his human captive, as he worked at the bar. Hyde was the only person not dressing formally, and it not only annoyed him, it turned the vampire on at the same time...even though the new bartender didn't have any idea about this.
Meanwhile, Hyde was serving this cute human woman a very heavy drink capable of knocking most big guys on their ass. She gave him a smirk, before downing it in one swift gulp. "I bet you're wild in the sack." she teased, playing in his hair.
"Not really." the ex hunter uttered, looking elsewhere.
"I guess you're modest...that turns me on even more." she purred, smiling even more.
"Ma'am, don't you have somewhere you need to be?" Gackt asked suddenly, looming over her.
"Hey Gackt-sama, I'm sorry." she giggled, walking off quickly.
"What have I told you about not dressing properly?" the vampire asked, glaring at the bartender.
"I do whatever I please." the small man growled, fixing him a drink.
"No you don't." the ancient man snarled, taking his drink and downing it much faster then the human who just left. "You do what I say, after all you're-"
"I can leave whenever I wish!"
"....Really?" Gackt asked, a dark smile on his face. "If that's the case....why are you still here?" Hyde went blank in the face, as he took in the question.
Okay, why am I here? Isn't it because he captured me? What'll happen if I try to go?
The vampire leaned on the bar, his face inches from the nervous bartender. "That's easy my dear, if you try to leave, I'll put you in a cage for real." he warned, smirking at him.
Hyde's hair stood up on end, the way that always amused his master. "No you won't!"
"I won't huh?" the ancient man asked, smiling even more. "We'll see if I won't...I'll even make you wear a maid's dress with a bow on your head."
"Okay, you can stop threatening me now." the small man muttered, pouting.
"No, I won't....you still think you can just leave." the vampire growled.
"Why should I stay anyway? I mean what AM I to you? Am I your slave in every way?" the human demanded, getting annoyed.
"Maybe you are!"
"I'd rather die!"
"Sorry, but I am the one who can decide that not you!"
"Gackt-sama?" a nervous vampire asked from behind.
"WHAT?" he asked, snarling at him.
"We have...guests." the man said, pouting.
"Oh," the owner of the club sighed, before turning towards the entrance. A group of vampire hunters walked in, looking around slightly nervously.
"Oh no." Hyde whined, hiding behind the counter.
"Your fellow hunters?" Gackt asked, smiling.
"What could have happened to him?" one of them asked, he was slightly taller then the captured human. "I know he's not dead...because if he was, we'd find his body by now."
"Maybe he chickened out and ran away from the clan." a heavily tattooed man with a long beard guessed.
"Yeah right." another snapped, glancing at him. "I bet he's been captured and we have to save him."
".....What if he's not even here?" second one asked.
"I'm telling you, he walked in that night and never left!" the first one snapped.
If they see me they'll never accept this fate of mine, he'll kill them. Hyde thought in agony.
"....Only if you try to leave with them." Gackt chuckled meanly. Hyde looked up at him, a glare forming on his features.
"You wouldn't dare." he hissed.
"I could careless about the world you no longer belong to."
"THERE he is!" one of them growled, as the group stormed their way. "Where is he?"
"Who?"
"One of our men!" the second one shouted.
"Who?" the vampire asked again raising an eyebrow.
".....He came here last month!"
"Many idiots came here last month...be more specific please." Gackt asked, smirking at them.
"Well he's kind of short, and skinny." the shortest one began.
"And he's got red frizzy hair," another said.
"The last time we saw him, he was wearing a leather jacket, a black t-shirt, a pair of jeans and some steel toed black boots." the third added.
"Oh....you mean, THIS idiot?" Gackt asked, holding up Hyde.
"HAIDO!!" they wailed, right before the vampire shoved him back down and out of sight.
"Nope, haven't seen him." the ancient man mocked, smirking at them.
"Why is he there?!" the tallest guy demanded.
"Because he's my pet....what else?"
"....How did this happen?!" they asked.
"I defeated him, and I didn't want to kill him...so he belongs to me." the vampire replied.
"I don't belong to ANYONE!" Hyde snapped, glaring at him. The tormented human was now peering over the counter, nervous but determined to have his freedom.
"Then why are you here?" Gackt asked, raising an eyebrow.
"Because-Because....Um...Ju-ken...can you help me?"
The tallest of the three hunters started to reach for him, only for the vampire to grab his wrist. "Don't even think about it." he warned, his eyes flashing.
"Umm....sorry?" the tall man whimpered.
"Let Haido go." the one who knew so much about the poor small man's condition demanded, glaring at the vampire.
"No, he had no business trying to kill me that night."
"You can't just t-"
"I can do whatever I please...who's gonna stop me?" Gackt asked, glaring at him.
".....We all will!"
"Um, Kaz I don't think that's a good i-" Hyde began, when a group of angry eyes glared him into silence. "Okay, whatever."
"Let's make a deal...if you can kill me, he can go." the vampire decided.
"Okay," the hunters agreed without hesitation.
"No!" Hyde shouted. "Don't do it!"
"Why not?" everyone asked.
"Well um....there's a reason I'm staying here." the small man meeped.
"And that is?" Gackt asked, glowering at him.
"Well...you see....it's just...." the hunters glared at the vampire once more.
"What have you done with him?!" Ju-ken demanded.
"Nothing that he didn't ask for." the ancient man replied, giving them a dull look. All eyes went to Hyde, to see him blushing slightly, and glaring at him.
"Gackt why did you have to say that?!" he asked.
"Because it's true," Gackt snapped, before glaring at the hunters. "He's mine, and cannot leave here....if you want him back then you'll have to fight me...but it's only up to him to leave...now, get the hell out of my club, before I send my security after you."
"Haido, is this true?" Kaz asked, looking at him worriedly.
"Yep." the ex hunter sighed. "I lost to him...so I belong to him."
"Can you at least try to escape?" Ju-ken asked, pouting.
"Do I have to say it again?" Gackt demanded, his fangs elongating with annoyance.
"We'll get you for this...we'll never forgive you!" Kaz shouted, pointing a dagger at him.
"Is that supposed to scare me?" the vampire asked, raising an eyebrow.
"No, it's a promise!"
".....And?" the ancient man asked, not even moved.
"You'll die for this!"
"Heheheh, I'd loooove, to see you try." Gackt laughed, smiling at him.
"Kaz, let's go." the third guy suggested, taking his arm.
"Alright Furuton. Hai-chan don't worry, we'll save you from whatever spell he's put you under!" Kaz shouted, as the other two dragged him from the building.
"I'm not under a spell!" Hyde shouted after them.
"....Humans can be so annoying and dumb." Gackt grumbled, looking at the small human. "How can you tolerate them?"
"They're my friends." the ex vampire hunter snapped at him.
"Whatever, anyway....they want to kill me now....isn't that lovely?" the vampire asked, before walking on stage, where a lovely jazz band was performing. He took the mic and cleared his throat. Hyde watched with wide eyes, as everyone stopped what they were doing and looked at him. "Good evening ladies and gentlemen," he greeted.
"Good evening Gackt-san." EVERYONE including the people working greeted back...well everyone but Hyde, who was still gawking at the air the place suddenly took.
"I hope you enjoyed your evening here, but I have to cut this lovely evening short, due to personal reasons. Hopefully I'll be open again tomorrow night. Thank you and have a safe trip home." the tall, man said politely and without another word, everyone (Including the workers.) left.
"Wooow...what an easy crowd." Hyde mused, blinking a few times.
"Haido,"
"Huh?"
"You have to accept your fate...it's not like you can change it any." Gackt said on the mic, glaring at him.
"When you said that it was only up to me to leave....did you mean that?" the small man asked, tilting his head.
"Lying isn't one of my vices." the older man replied dully, before sighing deeply.
".....So....if I wanted to leave right now I could?" Hyde asked, his eyes widening.
"Yeah, but you'd pay for leaving....a very large price." the vampire replied, widening his eyes slightly.
"How large?"
"Because of me capturing you, you can't live the way you used to anymore...EVER. You might as well be a vampire yourself."
"But-"
"You really don't know how your fellow humans act do you?" Gackt asked, before walking at a decent pace towards him.
Hyde was about to walk from behind the bar, when the vampire slammed a hand on it. "I really don't understand it!"
"You are young....how old are you?"
"Thirty." Hyde replied, pouting slightly.
"That's how young I was when I was turned." Gackt replied, looking at nothing special.
"Really?" the human asked.
"Yes, I had that much faith in humans....but that night ruined all of that....and in a way, I ruined your life as well." the taller man mused, tilting his head. "If you leave right now, you'll be completely alone.”
"Why?"
"I had you for a month, over half of that month was spent with you in my bed...with me making love to you in every way you like it. They will automatically think you want to be like me, and they will shun you no matter where you are....then....they'll try to kill you. NOW do you get it you stupid human?" Gackt demanded, before storming up to his bedroom. Hyde stared at nothing special, taking in the terrible facts.
It was probably what happened to the man upstairs....and it was probably why he was so cranky all the time, and pretty much allowed Hyde to do whatever he felt like doing, except leaving him. No wonder...no wonder I pissed him off so much. He realized, before following him, not even bothering to clean up the bar.
"What do you want?" the ancient man demanded, not even turning from the window.
"I’m sorry," Hyde admitted. "I’m really sorry…I shouldn’t have been so stupid and-" the vampire left the window across the room and was in his face, silencing the poor human.
"You have to make a choice Haido, do you want to stay with me or go….you can’t have both. It doesn’t work that way." He pressed, staring down at him intently.
"It should! I’m still human after all!" the young man snapped.
"You still don’t get it do you?" Gackt asked.
"Times have changed and people aren’t as one sided." Hyde insisted.
"….I wish it were the case."
"IT IS!!"
"Okay then, prove it." The vampire ordered, giving him a blank look.
"What?"
"Leave me….or stay with me and go out into the world of the humans and come back, telling me that everything’s okay." The taller man ordered, worry and annoyance written all over his face.
"I choose to have both….and I’ll prove you wrong." Hyde decided firmly.
"Really?" the vampire asked, before the human pulled him down so he could kiss him. The ancient man kissed him back, before resting his head on the smaller man’s. "You stupid human." He sighed, before kissing him again, leading him to the bed.
Hyde was surprised when he felt himself being pinned roughly to the bed. "Um….Gackt?" he asked, staring up at his lover.
"I’m going to keep you from them." He hissed, before kissing him a little rougher then usual. "I’m not going to let you leave me."
"But I’m not leaving!" the human snapped, before accepting another rough kiss.
"I know you’re not, because I’m not letting you." The vampire hissed, pulling the human’s shirt over his head. Hyde sat up, wrapping his arms around his neck, before kissing him again.
"Why are you so afraid?" he asked, studying his face.
"You're not listening to me...and I'm not afraid, I'm aware." Gackt growled, before roughly tugging at the human's jeans, surprising him a little more. Hyde started to get up, when he was shoved back on his back, a hand pinning him down with unnecessary force.
"You're hurting me." the human struggled, gawking up at him.
"Didn't you like pain?" the vampire asked, his eyes turning a deep crimson.
"Not like that!" Hyde shouted, when a deep kiss silenced him. Gackt's rough hands slid down the smaller man's body, pulling his jeans from him. When the ancient man pulled back he took his face in his hands.
"You don't understand, you can't leave me...it'll be bad if you do." he whispered, before sliding his nails down the human's arm, leaving deep welts capable of making blood ooze from him.
"Ah, Gack that-" the smaller man began with a pitiful whimper, when the vampire bit into his wound. A loud cry escaped him, as he struggled to break free. When the older man pulled back, he forced another kiss from him, pinning him to the bed again, his wrists over his head. Tears were forming in the human's eyes from the high pain levels that were wracking his body. One hand was keeping the human still, while the other was quickly removing the vampire's clothes.
Rough and painful kisses rained down the small man's body, leaving bruises and slight cuts all over him. Whimpers, groans and slight struggles of protest would come from Hyde, but at this point that was all that would come from the ex hunter, who was now finding himself being stretched painfully, without any lubrication whatsoever.
Gackt roughly held his lover's thighs in position, as he began to roughly take him. Tears from the overpowering pain spilled down the prisoner's cheeks, as a slight sob escaped him between his gasps of pleasure, while he let his head sink into the pillows. "Gackt!" Hyde wailed in agony when he felt his thigh tear from his lover's extremely rough grip.
The young man's unusually tight vice of a grip, not to mention the pace he took was much faster, forced him to reach his limit much quicker then usual. Right before he came, he sunk his fangs into his lover's shoulder, harder then he would normally, spilling much more blood then necessary. Hyde choked on his cry from the pain that overclouded his pleasure, as pools of tears soaked his face. He shut his eyes tightly, not even surprised that his lover released him, gasping from the orgasm that wracked his body.
The small man looked down at his lover, his tears slowly stopping. He could see in his lover's face that pain and worry was written all over him. Gackt looked as if he were more in agony then in bliss from what just happened. The pain in Hyde's lower back reminded him how desperate he seemed when he took him. When he said he didn't want to leave the vampire, he wasn't lying, and he wasn't saying it out of fear. He really wanted to be with him.
The human watched, as the older man started losing himself in the painful dreams he tends to drift into. Oh no you're not. he thought, before sitting up, staring down at him. His hands slowly drifted up and down Gackt's chest, before getting lower. The taller man's eyes snapped open and he started to sit up in slight panic, when the human kissed him softly, hardly touching his lips. A hand went to his cheek, as Hyde kissed him again, but deeper, sweeter. They both moaned softly, before the smaller man pulled away.
"Haido?" the vampire asked, staring up at him. The human stared at him lovingly, not saying a word. He gave him another loving kiss, as he placed his hands loosely over his wrists. Gackt started to move slowly, when a shake of the head told him otherwise. He relaxed and accepted another kiss that began to wander from his lips to the rest of his body, leaving feather light marks with his lips and tongue, bringing gasps from his lover. The vampire's heart rate sped up slightly, as he felt himself regaining his arousal. It's rare that anyone ever treats him as if he's a precious gem that was rare and very fragile. It surprised him, and made him curious.
His worry and fear started to fade, as he felt his lover's tongue flick across his arousal, leaving little to no sign that he was there, but making him feel as if he did much more then such a simple thing. When the human took him fully into his mouth, the vampire felt as if he might black out from how slow and maddening he teased him. Gackt found himself gasping, his fingers tangling in the red curls. When he felt as if he were reaching his limit, the small man pulled back, before coming back up, leaving light kisses in his wake.
"Haido," Gackt moaned when he was looking him in the eye again. The ex hunter sighed, tears forming in his eyes, as he gently started preparing him. The vampire didn't need such things, but he didn't complain, as he watched the smaller man stretch him, kissing him with every finger, and with every thrust. The ancient man couldn't help but to moan when he felt the human's fingers brush his spot.
When the young man finally entered him, Gackt moaned loudly, his head sinking into the pillows. The taller man hadn't been taken in what seems like a few life times, and he nearly completely forgotten what it felt like, bringing even more excitement and joy in his mostly dead heart. Hyde continued to take him in a maddening slow pace, his tears spilling over once more, as he thought of the world he was in and how much it hurt him that he was being asked to choose, it wasn't fair. When the vampire realized that these weren't his thoughts, but the human's, he looked into his lover's eyes.
Pain and adoration was written all over his face. It was when Gackt realized that he truly cared for him. "Faster," he begged, starting to reach for him, only for the smaller man to hold his wrists to the bed once more. "Faster, please..."
Hyde sped up obediently, but only slightly. His heart rate sped up, bringing his lover to a new high. His tears continued, as he continued to cover his lover in kisses, and allow Gackt to plant kisses on his bloody shoulders and neck. Hyde’s tears left marks all over his lover, who not only loved it, he was tormented at the same time. He eventually allowed the vampire to touch him everywhere he saw fit, while the human started to stroke him in that same maddening pace, driving the ancient man mad, and yet making him feel as if he were the most important being on earth.
When they finally came, Hyde collapsed on his chest, completely exhausted, his tears still falling, soaking the taller man's chest and neck. Gackt wrapped his arms around his waist. "Haido-" he began softly.
"I'll never leave you Gackt." the human whispered, falling asleep without another word.
- - - -
The next evening, the ancient man noticed that Hyde was acting strangely. He kept spilling the drinks he was trying to fix, and he hardly spoke. His smile was dry and heartless. After everyone left, Gackt walked up to him. "Haido?" he asked. The human looked up at him, pain and suffering written all over his face, before he stormed upstairs. The vampire stood where he was, as many thoughts ran through his mind. Maybe that night was the worst night of Hyde's life, or maybe he went out into the world and got rejected....or....maybe he was sick.
The vampire was starting to get nervous, so he went up to their room to see Hyde sitting on the bed, staring out the window. His whole demeanor was just off. Usually he'd climb into the bed, take off his shoes and pick up his sketch pad, drawing random pictures that came into his complicated but simple mind....but now the human was just sitting there, a very uncomfortable silence hovering over the both of them. "Um-" Gackt began.
"When I first saw a vampire, I was twelve years old." the human said quietly, still not looking at him. "I had wandered outside on a very early morning. The sun was starting to rise. He....he said that he wanted to be human, missed it more then anything...but he was banned from being one, so he accepted the darkness over the light, for love. He looked at me and told me not to blame everything on vampires, it's the humans' fault just as much. I didn't understand, and I didn't care to....not until...not until he threw himself in the sun light."
Gackt watched, as the ex hunter started to sob loudly, shaking his head. "Kaz told me that I can't come back to the hunter's guild....I....I'm a rogue. I was supposed to kill you, but....I lost to you and got captured. I told them that...but...because I won't try to escape or kill you...." He trailed off, falling into a bad crying fit. The vampire was next to him in a heart beat, not even surprising him.
"I told you what would happen, you're so foolish." he said quietly, running his hands up and down his shoulders. "Didn't I tell you that people never change?" Hyde wrapped an arm around him, sobbing harshly.
"Change me," he wailed after a while.
"What?" the vampire asked, gawking at him. "NO!"
"Please, just...just do it. I'm not human in their eyes anymore so there's no point in trying to be!"
"You're such a foolish human." Gackt sighed, running his fingers through his hair. "I can't do this to you, and let me tell you why,"
"I don't really care why....if you don't change me I'll have someone el-"
"If you even THINK of going to someone else for this I'll KILL you." Gackt warned, a very dark and levelheaded tone in his voice. Hyde felt as if he were drowning in the pissed vampire's aura. "Listen to me, there's a reason why you shouldn't do this. Just listen, please?"
"Fine," the depressed human sighed, trying to stop his tears.
- - -
Satoru walked into his lord's barn, to tend to the horses like he usually did, content with his world...when he sensed a presence that didn't belong. He turned wildly, swinging at the intruder, only for him to find himself being pinned to the wall firmly, by a man his height. Fangs were over his lip and his eyes were glowing brightly. His heart sped up, as he faced his attacker full on, after all, death is not something you meet everyday...and it would be rude not to face him head on. "You're not afraid?" the man asked, snarling at him.
"Of course I am...you've come to kill me....and I'm not ready to die." Satoru replied, shivering slightly.
"....I only kill spineless cowards." the man grumbled, letting him go. "You're a servant too, that makes it worse."
"Who are you?" Satoru asked, tilting his head.
"Your worst nightmare." the man replied, before leaving.
- - - -
After two weeks of seeing the strange man at random, Satoru was sitting by his lord's room, as he made love to his wife...a chore he hated very much...when the man appeared a few feet from him. "Hello Satoru," he greeted.
"I never told you my name...how did you know it?" the young man asked, gawking at him.
"I was there when you were born." the man replied, smiling.
"That's not possible! You don't look much older then I am." the servant snorted.
"I'm much older then you think." the man chuckled, appearing in front of him in a heart beat. "You're beautiful, just like your father was." Satoru stared up at him with confusion painting his face, as the man took his hair loose, and ran his fingers through it.
"How do you know him?" the human asked, his heart rate speeding up.
"He was my best friend....a long time ago." the vampire replied, before kissing him deeply, pinning him against the wall. When he pulled away, he smiled and left.
"Um....what just happened?" Satoru asked, his face turning red. True the young man talked with the strange visitor every time he saw him, about nearly anything, becoming close to him and finding comfort in his presence, but he never expected such a gesture from him.
- - - -
A few nights later, Satoru was in his room where he was to rest for the night, when he heard a noise. He quickly turned to the strange guest. "You're back," he gasped, staring up at him. Fear was in his brown eyes, his heart raced as he stood up to back away.
"You know what I am now....and you fear me." the vampire sighed, walking closer.
"They said if they see me with you....they'll kill us both." Satoru gasped, staggering to his feet. "I can't be with someone like you! I can't talk to you, I can't confide in you I can't-"
"But you do." the vampire sighed, walking up to him with speed and grace no human should ever have. He rested a hand on the young man's cheek. "You do as much as I....you may not try to act on it, but you feel like I do."
"You're a monster." Satoru reminded him, shaking his head firmly. "You kill people!"
"Not by choice, I was turned into this against my will!" the vampire snapped, placing a hand on either side of the frightened human. "I only hurt spineless cowards, and cruel bastards. You're not that kind of person, and I love you. Hurting you is the last thing on my mind."
"How can I possibly trust you?" the young man demanded, glaring at him. "How can I-?" his question was silenced, when the vampire kissed him deeply, wrapping his arms tightly around him. At first he tried to fight him off, but when he felt a hand slide into his yutaka, Satoru couldn't help but to moan into the kiss.
Unable to fight him, the servant found himself taken in every way by the creature he feared most. He fought, he begged, and he cried, but he enjoyed every bit of it.
- - - -
When Satoru woke up the next morning, he was alone….and naked. The human sat up and made himself decent, hoping that the night before was just a twisted dream, but when he stood up, he knew it wasn't so. Tears streamed down his face when he realized that the man he fell for was a monster, something no one would ever accept....something he should never accept.
He continued with his day, the way he normally would, until nightfall...when he was suddenly captured. Satoru found himself on his knees, his wrists bound behind his back. "You were with that evil creature last night!" his lord shouted, his body shielded from the rain with an umbrella.
"No! It's not what you think! I-" Satoru began, when he was suddenly kicked into the mud behind him.
"Silence you liar!" he shouted, resting a foot on his chest. "A monster lover like you must be destroyed along with him!"
"Please! It's not what you-" the tormented servant’s words were silenced when his master was suddenly
beheaded. Everyone gawked at the attacker, who stood over the young man.
"Satoru," he called, staring down at him. "Come on,"
"No," the human sobbed, shaking his head.
"No?"
"No! I can't-" Before Satoru could finish his sentence, he was lying on his stomach on the vampire's horse...that just so happened to be nearby.
- - - - -
Satoru cried, as the vampire washed him and patched up his wounds. "It's over now, its alright." the vampire whispered.
"No it's not!" the human sobbed, leaning against him. "I'm a monster like you!"
"No, you're still human."
"Then make me one!"
"What?"
"Please, turn me." Satoru begged, clinging to him.
"You want to be like me? Why?"
"....I can't call myself human anymore...so I might as well accept this."
"I see," the vampire sighed, kissing his shoulder, then his neck, as he wrapped his arms around the crying human. Satoru's eyes went wide when fangs sunk into his throat.
"Ugh-gah!" He struggled, trying to breathe...trying to fight off the sudden attack. The vampire didn't budge, he just continued to feed from him. Before he knew it, his world slipped from his fingers.
- - - -
"When I woke up again I was like this." Gackt explained sighing deeply. "Kami-sama taught me all I needed to know about my new world...but killing people to live is agonizing...and the night club....well...that just happens to be made over my master's mansion."
Hyde looked up at him in awe. "So....the night club is really all you have left of your old life?"
"Yes." the vampire sighed. "It's something I love and despise at once, but I know it's important that I have it....or I'll let myself forget how I got here."
"I see," the ex hunter sighed, his tears still soaking his face.
"I don't want you to have to do this too....it's not fair and it's not right...so no. I won't turn you, but I'll keep those bastards from hurting you too."
"Thank you Gackt." Hyde sniffed, burying his face in his chest.
"Mmhmm," the ancient man sighed, running his fingers through his hair. "I'll protect you my dear human."
"And I'll stay by you my darling vampire." Hyde whispered, before falling asleep in his arms.
I admit that this one was a little hard. ^.^;;
Author: demon_rays
Prompt: Seduction
Rating: NC-17
Characters: Gackt, Hyde, Kaz, Ju-ken, Furuton, and Kami
Summary: After a month of being a slave to a vampire, Hyde is finally given a choice. The sequal to
Amusement
Warnings: Vampirism, smut, angst, fluff, violence
Disclaimer: They belong to themselves
Gackt found himself staring at his human captive, as he worked at the bar. Hyde was the only person not dressing formally, and it not only annoyed him, it turned the vampire on at the same time...even though the new bartender didn't have any idea about this.
Meanwhile, Hyde was serving this cute human woman a very heavy drink capable of knocking most big guys on their ass. She gave him a smirk, before downing it in one swift gulp. "I bet you're wild in the sack." she teased, playing in his hair.
"Not really." the ex hunter uttered, looking elsewhere.
"I guess you're modest...that turns me on even more." she purred, smiling even more.
"Ma'am, don't you have somewhere you need to be?" Gackt asked suddenly, looming over her.
"Hey Gackt-sama, I'm sorry." she giggled, walking off quickly.
"What have I told you about not dressing properly?" the vampire asked, glaring at the bartender.
"I do whatever I please." the small man growled, fixing him a drink.
"No you don't." the ancient man snarled, taking his drink and downing it much faster then the human who just left. "You do what I say, after all you're-"
"I can leave whenever I wish!"
"....Really?" Gackt asked, a dark smile on his face. "If that's the case....why are you still here?" Hyde went blank in the face, as he took in the question.
Okay, why am I here? Isn't it because he captured me? What'll happen if I try to go?
The vampire leaned on the bar, his face inches from the nervous bartender. "That's easy my dear, if you try to leave, I'll put you in a cage for real." he warned, smirking at him.
Hyde's hair stood up on end, the way that always amused his master. "No you won't!"
"I won't huh?" the ancient man asked, smiling even more. "We'll see if I won't...I'll even make you wear a maid's dress with a bow on your head."
"Okay, you can stop threatening me now." the small man muttered, pouting.
"No, I won't....you still think you can just leave." the vampire growled.
"Why should I stay anyway? I mean what AM I to you? Am I your slave in every way?" the human demanded, getting annoyed.
"Maybe you are!"
"I'd rather die!"
"Sorry, but I am the one who can decide that not you!"
"Gackt-sama?" a nervous vampire asked from behind.
"WHAT?" he asked, snarling at him.
"We have...guests." the man said, pouting.
"Oh," the owner of the club sighed, before turning towards the entrance. A group of vampire hunters walked in, looking around slightly nervously.
"Oh no." Hyde whined, hiding behind the counter.
"Your fellow hunters?" Gackt asked, smiling.
"What could have happened to him?" one of them asked, he was slightly taller then the captured human. "I know he's not dead...because if he was, we'd find his body by now."
"Maybe he chickened out and ran away from the clan." a heavily tattooed man with a long beard guessed.
"Yeah right." another snapped, glancing at him. "I bet he's been captured and we have to save him."
".....What if he's not even here?" second one asked.
"I'm telling you, he walked in that night and never left!" the first one snapped.
If they see me they'll never accept this fate of mine, he'll kill them. Hyde thought in agony.
"....Only if you try to leave with them." Gackt chuckled meanly. Hyde looked up at him, a glare forming on his features.
"You wouldn't dare." he hissed.
"I could careless about the world you no longer belong to."
"THERE he is!" one of them growled, as the group stormed their way. "Where is he?"
"Who?"
"One of our men!" the second one shouted.
"Who?" the vampire asked again raising an eyebrow.
".....He came here last month!"
"Many idiots came here last month...be more specific please." Gackt asked, smirking at them.
"Well he's kind of short, and skinny." the shortest one began.
"And he's got red frizzy hair," another said.
"The last time we saw him, he was wearing a leather jacket, a black t-shirt, a pair of jeans and some steel toed black boots." the third added.
"Oh....you mean, THIS idiot?" Gackt asked, holding up Hyde.
"HAIDO!!" they wailed, right before the vampire shoved him back down and out of sight.
"Nope, haven't seen him." the ancient man mocked, smirking at them.
"Why is he there?!" the tallest guy demanded.
"Because he's my pet....what else?"
"....How did this happen?!" they asked.
"I defeated him, and I didn't want to kill him...so he belongs to me." the vampire replied.
"I don't belong to ANYONE!" Hyde snapped, glaring at him. The tormented human was now peering over the counter, nervous but determined to have his freedom.
"Then why are you here?" Gackt asked, raising an eyebrow.
"Because-Because....Um...Ju-ken...can you help me?"
The tallest of the three hunters started to reach for him, only for the vampire to grab his wrist. "Don't even think about it." he warned, his eyes flashing.
"Umm....sorry?" the tall man whimpered.
"Let Haido go." the one who knew so much about the poor small man's condition demanded, glaring at the vampire.
"No, he had no business trying to kill me that night."
"You can't just t-"
"I can do whatever I please...who's gonna stop me?" Gackt asked, glaring at him.
".....We all will!"
"Um, Kaz I don't think that's a good i-" Hyde began, when a group of angry eyes glared him into silence. "Okay, whatever."
"Let's make a deal...if you can kill me, he can go." the vampire decided.
"Okay," the hunters agreed without hesitation.
"No!" Hyde shouted. "Don't do it!"
"Why not?" everyone asked.
"Well um....there's a reason I'm staying here." the small man meeped.
"And that is?" Gackt asked, glowering at him.
"Well...you see....it's just...." the hunters glared at the vampire once more.
"What have you done with him?!" Ju-ken demanded.
"Nothing that he didn't ask for." the ancient man replied, giving them a dull look. All eyes went to Hyde, to see him blushing slightly, and glaring at him.
"Gackt why did you have to say that?!" he asked.
"Because it's true," Gackt snapped, before glaring at the hunters. "He's mine, and cannot leave here....if you want him back then you'll have to fight me...but it's only up to him to leave...now, get the hell out of my club, before I send my security after you."
"Haido, is this true?" Kaz asked, looking at him worriedly.
"Yep." the ex hunter sighed. "I lost to him...so I belong to him."
"Can you at least try to escape?" Ju-ken asked, pouting.
"Do I have to say it again?" Gackt demanded, his fangs elongating with annoyance.
"We'll get you for this...we'll never forgive you!" Kaz shouted, pointing a dagger at him.
"Is that supposed to scare me?" the vampire asked, raising an eyebrow.
"No, it's a promise!"
".....And?" the ancient man asked, not even moved.
"You'll die for this!"
"Heheheh, I'd loooove, to see you try." Gackt laughed, smiling at him.
"Kaz, let's go." the third guy suggested, taking his arm.
"Alright Furuton. Hai-chan don't worry, we'll save you from whatever spell he's put you under!" Kaz shouted, as the other two dragged him from the building.
"I'm not under a spell!" Hyde shouted after them.
"....Humans can be so annoying and dumb." Gackt grumbled, looking at the small human. "How can you tolerate them?"
"They're my friends." the ex vampire hunter snapped at him.
"Whatever, anyway....they want to kill me now....isn't that lovely?" the vampire asked, before walking on stage, where a lovely jazz band was performing. He took the mic and cleared his throat. Hyde watched with wide eyes, as everyone stopped what they were doing and looked at him. "Good evening ladies and gentlemen," he greeted.
"Good evening Gackt-san." EVERYONE including the people working greeted back...well everyone but Hyde, who was still gawking at the air the place suddenly took.
"I hope you enjoyed your evening here, but I have to cut this lovely evening short, due to personal reasons. Hopefully I'll be open again tomorrow night. Thank you and have a safe trip home." the tall, man said politely and without another word, everyone (Including the workers.) left.
"Wooow...what an easy crowd." Hyde mused, blinking a few times.
"Haido,"
"Huh?"
"You have to accept your fate...it's not like you can change it any." Gackt said on the mic, glaring at him.
"When you said that it was only up to me to leave....did you mean that?" the small man asked, tilting his head.
"Lying isn't one of my vices." the older man replied dully, before sighing deeply.
".....So....if I wanted to leave right now I could?" Hyde asked, his eyes widening.
"Yeah, but you'd pay for leaving....a very large price." the vampire replied, widening his eyes slightly.
"How large?"
"Because of me capturing you, you can't live the way you used to anymore...EVER. You might as well be a vampire yourself."
"But-"
"You really don't know how your fellow humans act do you?" Gackt asked, before walking at a decent pace towards him.
Hyde was about to walk from behind the bar, when the vampire slammed a hand on it. "I really don't understand it!"
"You are young....how old are you?"
"Thirty." Hyde replied, pouting slightly.
"That's how young I was when I was turned." Gackt replied, looking at nothing special.
"Really?" the human asked.
"Yes, I had that much faith in humans....but that night ruined all of that....and in a way, I ruined your life as well." the taller man mused, tilting his head. "If you leave right now, you'll be completely alone.”
"Why?"
"I had you for a month, over half of that month was spent with you in my bed...with me making love to you in every way you like it. They will automatically think you want to be like me, and they will shun you no matter where you are....then....they'll try to kill you. NOW do you get it you stupid human?" Gackt demanded, before storming up to his bedroom. Hyde stared at nothing special, taking in the terrible facts.
It was probably what happened to the man upstairs....and it was probably why he was so cranky all the time, and pretty much allowed Hyde to do whatever he felt like doing, except leaving him. No wonder...no wonder I pissed him off so much. He realized, before following him, not even bothering to clean up the bar.
"What do you want?" the ancient man demanded, not even turning from the window.
"I’m sorry," Hyde admitted. "I’m really sorry…I shouldn’t have been so stupid and-" the vampire left the window across the room and was in his face, silencing the poor human.
"You have to make a choice Haido, do you want to stay with me or go….you can’t have both. It doesn’t work that way." He pressed, staring down at him intently.
"It should! I’m still human after all!" the young man snapped.
"You still don’t get it do you?" Gackt asked.
"Times have changed and people aren’t as one sided." Hyde insisted.
"….I wish it were the case."
"IT IS!!"
"Okay then, prove it." The vampire ordered, giving him a blank look.
"What?"
"Leave me….or stay with me and go out into the world of the humans and come back, telling me that everything’s okay." The taller man ordered, worry and annoyance written all over his face.
"I choose to have both….and I’ll prove you wrong." Hyde decided firmly.
"Really?" the vampire asked, before the human pulled him down so he could kiss him. The ancient man kissed him back, before resting his head on the smaller man’s. "You stupid human." He sighed, before kissing him again, leading him to the bed.
Hyde was surprised when he felt himself being pinned roughly to the bed. "Um….Gackt?" he asked, staring up at his lover.
"I’m going to keep you from them." He hissed, before kissing him a little rougher then usual. "I’m not going to let you leave me."
"But I’m not leaving!" the human snapped, before accepting another rough kiss.
"I know you’re not, because I’m not letting you." The vampire hissed, pulling the human’s shirt over his head. Hyde sat up, wrapping his arms around his neck, before kissing him again.
"Why are you so afraid?" he asked, studying his face.
"You're not listening to me...and I'm not afraid, I'm aware." Gackt growled, before roughly tugging at the human's jeans, surprising him a little more. Hyde started to get up, when he was shoved back on his back, a hand pinning him down with unnecessary force.
"You're hurting me." the human struggled, gawking up at him.
"Didn't you like pain?" the vampire asked, his eyes turning a deep crimson.
"Not like that!" Hyde shouted, when a deep kiss silenced him. Gackt's rough hands slid down the smaller man's body, pulling his jeans from him. When the ancient man pulled back he took his face in his hands.
"You don't understand, you can't leave me...it'll be bad if you do." he whispered, before sliding his nails down the human's arm, leaving deep welts capable of making blood ooze from him.
"Ah, Gack that-" the smaller man began with a pitiful whimper, when the vampire bit into his wound. A loud cry escaped him, as he struggled to break free. When the older man pulled back, he forced another kiss from him, pinning him to the bed again, his wrists over his head. Tears were forming in the human's eyes from the high pain levels that were wracking his body. One hand was keeping the human still, while the other was quickly removing the vampire's clothes.
Rough and painful kisses rained down the small man's body, leaving bruises and slight cuts all over him. Whimpers, groans and slight struggles of protest would come from Hyde, but at this point that was all that would come from the ex hunter, who was now finding himself being stretched painfully, without any lubrication whatsoever.
Gackt roughly held his lover's thighs in position, as he began to roughly take him. Tears from the overpowering pain spilled down the prisoner's cheeks, as a slight sob escaped him between his gasps of pleasure, while he let his head sink into the pillows. "Gackt!" Hyde wailed in agony when he felt his thigh tear from his lover's extremely rough grip.
The young man's unusually tight vice of a grip, not to mention the pace he took was much faster, forced him to reach his limit much quicker then usual. Right before he came, he sunk his fangs into his lover's shoulder, harder then he would normally, spilling much more blood then necessary. Hyde choked on his cry from the pain that overclouded his pleasure, as pools of tears soaked his face. He shut his eyes tightly, not even surprised that his lover released him, gasping from the orgasm that wracked his body.
The small man looked down at his lover, his tears slowly stopping. He could see in his lover's face that pain and worry was written all over him. Gackt looked as if he were more in agony then in bliss from what just happened. The pain in Hyde's lower back reminded him how desperate he seemed when he took him. When he said he didn't want to leave the vampire, he wasn't lying, and he wasn't saying it out of fear. He really wanted to be with him.
The human watched, as the older man started losing himself in the painful dreams he tends to drift into. Oh no you're not. he thought, before sitting up, staring down at him. His hands slowly drifted up and down Gackt's chest, before getting lower. The taller man's eyes snapped open and he started to sit up in slight panic, when the human kissed him softly, hardly touching his lips. A hand went to his cheek, as Hyde kissed him again, but deeper, sweeter. They both moaned softly, before the smaller man pulled away.
"Haido?" the vampire asked, staring up at him. The human stared at him lovingly, not saying a word. He gave him another loving kiss, as he placed his hands loosely over his wrists. Gackt started to move slowly, when a shake of the head told him otherwise. He relaxed and accepted another kiss that began to wander from his lips to the rest of his body, leaving feather light marks with his lips and tongue, bringing gasps from his lover. The vampire's heart rate sped up slightly, as he felt himself regaining his arousal. It's rare that anyone ever treats him as if he's a precious gem that was rare and very fragile. It surprised him, and made him curious.
His worry and fear started to fade, as he felt his lover's tongue flick across his arousal, leaving little to no sign that he was there, but making him feel as if he did much more then such a simple thing. When the human took him fully into his mouth, the vampire felt as if he might black out from how slow and maddening he teased him. Gackt found himself gasping, his fingers tangling in the red curls. When he felt as if he were reaching his limit, the small man pulled back, before coming back up, leaving light kisses in his wake.
"Haido," Gackt moaned when he was looking him in the eye again. The ex hunter sighed, tears forming in his eyes, as he gently started preparing him. The vampire didn't need such things, but he didn't complain, as he watched the smaller man stretch him, kissing him with every finger, and with every thrust. The ancient man couldn't help but to moan when he felt the human's fingers brush his spot.
When the young man finally entered him, Gackt moaned loudly, his head sinking into the pillows. The taller man hadn't been taken in what seems like a few life times, and he nearly completely forgotten what it felt like, bringing even more excitement and joy in his mostly dead heart. Hyde continued to take him in a maddening slow pace, his tears spilling over once more, as he thought of the world he was in and how much it hurt him that he was being asked to choose, it wasn't fair. When the vampire realized that these weren't his thoughts, but the human's, he looked into his lover's eyes.
Pain and adoration was written all over his face. It was when Gackt realized that he truly cared for him. "Faster," he begged, starting to reach for him, only for the smaller man to hold his wrists to the bed once more. "Faster, please..."
Hyde sped up obediently, but only slightly. His heart rate sped up, bringing his lover to a new high. His tears continued, as he continued to cover his lover in kisses, and allow Gackt to plant kisses on his bloody shoulders and neck. Hyde’s tears left marks all over his lover, who not only loved it, he was tormented at the same time. He eventually allowed the vampire to touch him everywhere he saw fit, while the human started to stroke him in that same maddening pace, driving the ancient man mad, and yet making him feel as if he were the most important being on earth.
When they finally came, Hyde collapsed on his chest, completely exhausted, his tears still falling, soaking the taller man's chest and neck. Gackt wrapped his arms around his waist. "Haido-" he began softly.
"I'll never leave you Gackt." the human whispered, falling asleep without another word.
- - - -
The next evening, the ancient man noticed that Hyde was acting strangely. He kept spilling the drinks he was trying to fix, and he hardly spoke. His smile was dry and heartless. After everyone left, Gackt walked up to him. "Haido?" he asked. The human looked up at him, pain and suffering written all over his face, before he stormed upstairs. The vampire stood where he was, as many thoughts ran through his mind. Maybe that night was the worst night of Hyde's life, or maybe he went out into the world and got rejected....or....maybe he was sick.
The vampire was starting to get nervous, so he went up to their room to see Hyde sitting on the bed, staring out the window. His whole demeanor was just off. Usually he'd climb into the bed, take off his shoes and pick up his sketch pad, drawing random pictures that came into his complicated but simple mind....but now the human was just sitting there, a very uncomfortable silence hovering over the both of them. "Um-" Gackt began.
"When I first saw a vampire, I was twelve years old." the human said quietly, still not looking at him. "I had wandered outside on a very early morning. The sun was starting to rise. He....he said that he wanted to be human, missed it more then anything...but he was banned from being one, so he accepted the darkness over the light, for love. He looked at me and told me not to blame everything on vampires, it's the humans' fault just as much. I didn't understand, and I didn't care to....not until...not until he threw himself in the sun light."
Gackt watched, as the ex hunter started to sob loudly, shaking his head. "Kaz told me that I can't come back to the hunter's guild....I....I'm a rogue. I was supposed to kill you, but....I lost to you and got captured. I told them that...but...because I won't try to escape or kill you...." He trailed off, falling into a bad crying fit. The vampire was next to him in a heart beat, not even surprising him.
"I told you what would happen, you're so foolish." he said quietly, running his hands up and down his shoulders. "Didn't I tell you that people never change?" Hyde wrapped an arm around him, sobbing harshly.
"Change me," he wailed after a while.
"What?" the vampire asked, gawking at him. "NO!"
"Please, just...just do it. I'm not human in their eyes anymore so there's no point in trying to be!"
"You're such a foolish human." Gackt sighed, running his fingers through his hair. "I can't do this to you, and let me tell you why,"
"I don't really care why....if you don't change me I'll have someone el-"
"If you even THINK of going to someone else for this I'll KILL you." Gackt warned, a very dark and levelheaded tone in his voice. Hyde felt as if he were drowning in the pissed vampire's aura. "Listen to me, there's a reason why you shouldn't do this. Just listen, please?"
"Fine," the depressed human sighed, trying to stop his tears.
- - -
Satoru walked into his lord's barn, to tend to the horses like he usually did, content with his world...when he sensed a presence that didn't belong. He turned wildly, swinging at the intruder, only for him to find himself being pinned to the wall firmly, by a man his height. Fangs were over his lip and his eyes were glowing brightly. His heart sped up, as he faced his attacker full on, after all, death is not something you meet everyday...and it would be rude not to face him head on. "You're not afraid?" the man asked, snarling at him.
"Of course I am...you've come to kill me....and I'm not ready to die." Satoru replied, shivering slightly.
"....I only kill spineless cowards." the man grumbled, letting him go. "You're a servant too, that makes it worse."
"Who are you?" Satoru asked, tilting his head.
"Your worst nightmare." the man replied, before leaving.
- - - -
After two weeks of seeing the strange man at random, Satoru was sitting by his lord's room, as he made love to his wife...a chore he hated very much...when the man appeared a few feet from him. "Hello Satoru," he greeted.
"I never told you my name...how did you know it?" the young man asked, gawking at him.
"I was there when you were born." the man replied, smiling.
"That's not possible! You don't look much older then I am." the servant snorted.
"I'm much older then you think." the man chuckled, appearing in front of him in a heart beat. "You're beautiful, just like your father was." Satoru stared up at him with confusion painting his face, as the man took his hair loose, and ran his fingers through it.
"How do you know him?" the human asked, his heart rate speeding up.
"He was my best friend....a long time ago." the vampire replied, before kissing him deeply, pinning him against the wall. When he pulled away, he smiled and left.
"Um....what just happened?" Satoru asked, his face turning red. True the young man talked with the strange visitor every time he saw him, about nearly anything, becoming close to him and finding comfort in his presence, but he never expected such a gesture from him.
- - - -
A few nights later, Satoru was in his room where he was to rest for the night, when he heard a noise. He quickly turned to the strange guest. "You're back," he gasped, staring up at him. Fear was in his brown eyes, his heart raced as he stood up to back away.
"You know what I am now....and you fear me." the vampire sighed, walking closer.
"They said if they see me with you....they'll kill us both." Satoru gasped, staggering to his feet. "I can't be with someone like you! I can't talk to you, I can't confide in you I can't-"
"But you do." the vampire sighed, walking up to him with speed and grace no human should ever have. He rested a hand on the young man's cheek. "You do as much as I....you may not try to act on it, but you feel like I do."
"You're a monster." Satoru reminded him, shaking his head firmly. "You kill people!"
"Not by choice, I was turned into this against my will!" the vampire snapped, placing a hand on either side of the frightened human. "I only hurt spineless cowards, and cruel bastards. You're not that kind of person, and I love you. Hurting you is the last thing on my mind."
"How can I possibly trust you?" the young man demanded, glaring at him. "How can I-?" his question was silenced, when the vampire kissed him deeply, wrapping his arms tightly around him. At first he tried to fight him off, but when he felt a hand slide into his yutaka, Satoru couldn't help but to moan into the kiss.
Unable to fight him, the servant found himself taken in every way by the creature he feared most. He fought, he begged, and he cried, but he enjoyed every bit of it.
- - - -
When Satoru woke up the next morning, he was alone….and naked. The human sat up and made himself decent, hoping that the night before was just a twisted dream, but when he stood up, he knew it wasn't so. Tears streamed down his face when he realized that the man he fell for was a monster, something no one would ever accept....something he should never accept.
He continued with his day, the way he normally would, until nightfall...when he was suddenly captured. Satoru found himself on his knees, his wrists bound behind his back. "You were with that evil creature last night!" his lord shouted, his body shielded from the rain with an umbrella.
"No! It's not what you think! I-" Satoru began, when he was suddenly kicked into the mud behind him.
"Silence you liar!" he shouted, resting a foot on his chest. "A monster lover like you must be destroyed along with him!"
"Please! It's not what you-" the tormented servant’s words were silenced when his master was suddenly
beheaded. Everyone gawked at the attacker, who stood over the young man.
"Satoru," he called, staring down at him. "Come on,"
"No," the human sobbed, shaking his head.
"No?"
"No! I can't-" Before Satoru could finish his sentence, he was lying on his stomach on the vampire's horse...that just so happened to be nearby.
- - - - -
Satoru cried, as the vampire washed him and patched up his wounds. "It's over now, its alright." the vampire whispered.
"No it's not!" the human sobbed, leaning against him. "I'm a monster like you!"
"No, you're still human."
"Then make me one!"
"What?"
"Please, turn me." Satoru begged, clinging to him.
"You want to be like me? Why?"
"....I can't call myself human anymore...so I might as well accept this."
"I see," the vampire sighed, kissing his shoulder, then his neck, as he wrapped his arms around the crying human. Satoru's eyes went wide when fangs sunk into his throat.
"Ugh-gah!" He struggled, trying to breathe...trying to fight off the sudden attack. The vampire didn't budge, he just continued to feed from him. Before he knew it, his world slipped from his fingers.
- - - -
"When I woke up again I was like this." Gackt explained sighing deeply. "Kami-sama taught me all I needed to know about my new world...but killing people to live is agonizing...and the night club....well...that just happens to be made over my master's mansion."
Hyde looked up at him in awe. "So....the night club is really all you have left of your old life?"
"Yes." the vampire sighed. "It's something I love and despise at once, but I know it's important that I have it....or I'll let myself forget how I got here."
"I see," the ex hunter sighed, his tears still soaking his face.
"I don't want you to have to do this too....it's not fair and it's not right...so no. I won't turn you, but I'll keep those bastards from hurting you too."
"Thank you Gackt." Hyde sniffed, burying his face in his chest.
"Mmhmm," the ancient man sighed, running his fingers through his hair. "I'll protect you my dear human."
"And I'll stay by you my darling vampire." Hyde whispered, before falling asleep in his arms.
I admit that this one was a little hard. ^.^;;