Boredum
Ok, so I have not worked in like 6 months - sigh. I am so damn tired of not working! I have the cleanest house in the world, I swear it! And you know what....you would think that I would have taken this time to shape up a bit, but no that would make sense at all. But I guess that is just me and the way that I work, lol. Ok, so since I have no J-O-B yet, I have enrolled to go to college. I will be studying criminal justice and going full time. I am going to get my bacholor's degree. I want to be better. I love the legal field and am going to stay in it.
On another note, I had a dream last night. I relived the shitty even of Mickey sneaking out the house and my dumbass sister picking him up, but this time I was talking with Diana and my grandmother about it afterwards. And I got so upset and mad that they did not believe me when I told them that I didn't see my sisters in the car with Larry. I HATE that feeling. I hate it when you want that one person to believe or feel what you are feeling and they just refuse to do so. I am so not like that. I woke up and told Lee what I dreamt and he just sat there with not much to say. He just told me that we are going to move on and if Mickey wants to call him then cool and if not oh well. I know that I feel bad about the event, I do not want to imagine what Lee feels about it. He must hurt so bad inside.
I am excited to start on skool. I need friends right now. I do have them, they are all just busy with their own lives and that is to be expected. I want it to be like it was in high skool. You know hangin out, and not really doing anything. I miss those days of having a bunch of people to chill with. I would love to be chillin right now, not with bill or anything, just with my good ol' friends. I am sure that I will make pleanty of them, and even maybe have a little bit of a life too! Yippy Fuckin Skippy!
On another note, I had a dream last night. I relived the shitty even of Mickey sneaking out the house and my dumbass sister picking him up, but this time I was talking with Diana and my grandmother about it afterwards. And I got so upset and mad that they did not believe me when I told them that I didn't see my sisters in the car with Larry. I HATE that feeling. I hate it when you want that one person to believe or feel what you are feeling and they just refuse to do so. I am so not like that. I woke up and told Lee what I dreamt and he just sat there with not much to say. He just told me that we are going to move on and if Mickey wants to call him then cool and if not oh well. I know that I feel bad about the event, I do not want to imagine what Lee feels about it. He must hurt so bad inside.
I am excited to start on skool. I need friends right now. I do have them, they are all just busy with their own lives and that is to be expected. I want it to be like it was in high skool. You know hangin out, and not really doing anything. I miss those days of having a bunch of people to chill with. I would love to be chillin right now, not with bill or anything, just with my good ol' friends. I am sure that I will make pleanty of them, and even maybe have a little bit of a life too! Yippy Fuckin Skippy!