track is over
so tomorrow will be the end of the state meet. as i know right now pierre won discus and got ninth in the shot, jesse got 3rd in the mile i also got third, but it was in the pole vault (i got the same height as the state champ... its pretty dishearting to loose on scratches... especially at state) then churley got 8th in the mile.
i dont really know what to do with my time now. for some reason this year has been really weird. ive only hung out with a certain group of people and im comfortable around them but its like i dont want to hang out with anyone else because it wont be as fun.
so today in weight training i put alot of weight on and did all my sets i was supposed to do and then i kept working out until i couldnt move my muscles so i went running then. i guess i was super pissed about losing. i hope i keep that attitude up and remember how it felt this year when i didnt win. it sucked.
so theres this girl. i kinda like her. shes great. however shes not in the group that i like to hangout with. shes going to college really soon so i cant start a relationship because it wont last... haha who am i kidding if i asked her out and assuming she said yes it probably wouldnt even last until the end of the school year.
so i really enjoyed being on the state team this year. i felt like i was part of something. i still do. when there was less people there was alot less arguing and more teamwork and helping each other out whenever we could at least.
my dad and i got into a fight tonight. he doesnt want me to move to pennsylvainia for college. he is trying to convince me that not paying for college, getting a job and saving for a house or an apartment for after college is not the route to go. it would be better to go to an in state college and get the hope (which i wont be eligible for) which will only pay for a small amount of my total college cost. also the fact that i would have to compete with people to study abroad where as if i wanted to at muhlenberg i could go anywhere because most students dont want to. also the fact at muhlenberg its a 12:1 ratio between students and faculty. more one on one and the teachers care about you more than at a large university especially when youre one of the professors kids.
if i even decide to go to pennsylvainia, im going to miss all my friends. ive realized that graduation will be the last time i will see most of them. even your best friends you wont talk to in about 4 years tops, it may end in around 6 months or so if you arent going to the same college.
thats about it i think, nobody reads this anyways so whatever....
i love how the title and subject "track is over" turned into my thoughts at the moment that have no relation. oh well. im out until next time.
i dont really know what to do with my time now. for some reason this year has been really weird. ive only hung out with a certain group of people and im comfortable around them but its like i dont want to hang out with anyone else because it wont be as fun.
so today in weight training i put alot of weight on and did all my sets i was supposed to do and then i kept working out until i couldnt move my muscles so i went running then. i guess i was super pissed about losing. i hope i keep that attitude up and remember how it felt this year when i didnt win. it sucked.
so theres this girl. i kinda like her. shes great. however shes not in the group that i like to hangout with. shes going to college really soon so i cant start a relationship because it wont last... haha who am i kidding if i asked her out and assuming she said yes it probably wouldnt even last until the end of the school year.
so i really enjoyed being on the state team this year. i felt like i was part of something. i still do. when there was less people there was alot less arguing and more teamwork and helping each other out whenever we could at least.
my dad and i got into a fight tonight. he doesnt want me to move to pennsylvainia for college. he is trying to convince me that not paying for college, getting a job and saving for a house or an apartment for after college is not the route to go. it would be better to go to an in state college and get the hope (which i wont be eligible for) which will only pay for a small amount of my total college cost. also the fact that i would have to compete with people to study abroad where as if i wanted to at muhlenberg i could go anywhere because most students dont want to. also the fact at muhlenberg its a 12:1 ratio between students and faculty. more one on one and the teachers care about you more than at a large university especially when youre one of the professors kids.
if i even decide to go to pennsylvainia, im going to miss all my friends. ive realized that graduation will be the last time i will see most of them. even your best friends you wont talk to in about 4 years tops, it may end in around 6 months or so if you arent going to the same college.
thats about it i think, nobody reads this anyways so whatever....
i love how the title and subject "track is over" turned into my thoughts at the moment that have no relation. oh well. im out until next time.