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and i have one of the most competitive jobs in the country lined up for starting after i graduate...
and after convincing myself that my interviews had gone horrifically (i still maintain that they had) i resigned myself to defeat and was pretty apathetic about the whole thing... then, when i checked my email on tuesday, to my surprise i had been successful, and an even bigger surprise was the elation i felt...
all came crashing down yesterday when i failed my immediate life support course though lol... think crashing is the operative word. i have to resit it... it's no big deal apparantly, and to be fair i had not read one single word of the nadbook before the course yesterday, and to be fair if i was called to a cardiac arrest right now the patient would probably be better off dying peacefully than without any intervention from me... but still, it's the principle... failing ME? don't they know who i AM?
and after convincing myself that my interviews had gone horrifically (i still maintain that they had) i resigned myself to defeat and was pretty apathetic about the whole thing... then, when i checked my email on tuesday, to my surprise i had been successful, and an even bigger surprise was the elation i felt...
all came crashing down yesterday when i failed my immediate life support course though lol... think crashing is the operative word. i have to resit it... it's no big deal apparantly, and to be fair i had not read one single word of the nadbook before the course yesterday, and to be fair if i was called to a cardiac arrest right now the patient would probably be better off dying peacefully than without any intervention from me... but still, it's the principle... failing ME? don't they know who i AM?