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So im home "sick"...kinda.
yesterday was my brother's engagement party n i asked my dad if i could hav a day off from school today at the point where he was a TAD tipsy. So i'm home, but i woke up really feeling sick :( which sucks.
well you r all in school now, i'm not sure what period it is now. DAG NABBIT im missing beach day..o snap. lol
the engagement party
i hadda an ok time. for the first 3/4 of the party i was really depressed :-\ just thinking of frank moving away, getting his own house, starting a family. its sad bc i really dont see where i could possibly be factored in. i kinda just sat there n watched everyone else dance n hav a good time. after a while i figured that being a poop wasnt gonna do any good and plus my cousin domenica was next me nagging "whatsss wrongg!??!"..she really didnt care, she just speaks to hear her own voice.
so i got up n started dancing which automatically cheered me up. my other brother joe was completley plastered which was so funny. all of my brothers friends wer there...some looking GORGEOUS lol but they're all in their 20s. :-\ they wer drunk as well so they wer like dancing with me n passing me off to each other n what not. they're such fun.
then frank asked me to dance n i started crying like a baby :( i just couldnt stop thinking of him not being around all the time. not seeing him on the couch with a tubber ware filled with apple jacks in the morning. stuff like that. i tried to stay composed though but then he started gettin a lil upset n i was a mess. im not sure it was even dancing at one point i just kinda hugged him the entire time n shuffled my feet around a bit. what really pissed me off waws ppl taking pictures of us. i just wanted to b alone with my brother n ppl wer snapping pictures. that made me wanna run out of the room.
so 1 sec im sad then happy then sad ..grrr...
you THINK i got my period?!!lol
w/e on a lighter note during the party the d called up some guys n said they wer our chip n dale dancers lmao it was just like uncles n stuff it was SUPPOSED to ba joke but one of jen's (jen=franks fiance') uncles is a crack head n literally starts taking his clothes off. im talkin whole 9 yds, shirt un buttoned except for 1 button, pants unzipped tie off. it was GROOOSSEE. ok enough typing i feel like crap xo bye
yesterday was my brother's engagement party n i asked my dad if i could hav a day off from school today at the point where he was a TAD tipsy. So i'm home, but i woke up really feeling sick :( which sucks.
well you r all in school now, i'm not sure what period it is now. DAG NABBIT im missing beach day..o snap. lol
the engagement party
i hadda an ok time. for the first 3/4 of the party i was really depressed :-\ just thinking of frank moving away, getting his own house, starting a family. its sad bc i really dont see where i could possibly be factored in. i kinda just sat there n watched everyone else dance n hav a good time. after a while i figured that being a poop wasnt gonna do any good and plus my cousin domenica was next me nagging "whatsss wrongg!??!"..she really didnt care, she just speaks to hear her own voice.
so i got up n started dancing which automatically cheered me up. my other brother joe was completley plastered which was so funny. all of my brothers friends wer there...some looking GORGEOUS lol but they're all in their 20s. :-\ they wer drunk as well so they wer like dancing with me n passing me off to each other n what not. they're such fun.
then frank asked me to dance n i started crying like a baby :( i just couldnt stop thinking of him not being around all the time. not seeing him on the couch with a tubber ware filled with apple jacks in the morning. stuff like that. i tried to stay composed though but then he started gettin a lil upset n i was a mess. im not sure it was even dancing at one point i just kinda hugged him the entire time n shuffled my feet around a bit. what really pissed me off waws ppl taking pictures of us. i just wanted to b alone with my brother n ppl wer snapping pictures. that made me wanna run out of the room.
so 1 sec im sad then happy then sad ..grrr...
you THINK i got my period?!!lol
w/e on a lighter note during the party the d called up some guys n said they wer our chip n dale dancers lmao it was just like uncles n stuff it was SUPPOSED to ba joke but one of jen's (jen=franks fiance') uncles is a crack head n literally starts taking his clothes off. im talkin whole 9 yds, shirt un buttoned except for 1 button, pants unzipped tie off. it was GROOOSSEE. ok enough typing i feel like crap xo bye