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i find everyday i wanna update but i figure no dont do that, no one will see yesterdays but i dont really care lol
so school started..damn
the first couple of days royally blowed pee pee.
i got called "hideous" ummm then i got pushed across the hallway n hurt my leg, n then i tried to act "pleasant" but in reality i wanted to rip his balls off ::hehehe::, i didnt get lazzy for italian which made me wanna scream, then i find out someone hid pictures of me in an english text n it ended up in andrews hands?!..confuzzled...AH no i just didnt type that, hmmm then this guy i found n might hav been a tid bit interested in got a gf a couple days ago..that stung. um my chem teacher is a man trapped in a womans body with this grosse mono toned voice. then i had no classes with kat or teddy :( my math teacher is REDICULOUS n treats us like 4th graders i just wish i could make her mad. i wanna see her get pissed off, i might hav to make a rucuss monday. then i felt like an idiot in drawing bc my pictures wer so terrible
but then things got better...
i got to chorus n it was nice to see so many familiar faces n to see a teacher i actually know it felt like coming home in a sense, i relaxed a bit n 8247239874 thanks to rachel for not letting me quit.
then i talked to mr paster n he said he'd like me to b a student aid for beginers photography 5th prd. which is amazing bc i get credit n i get to bum around his room n chillax!
...a particular GORGEOUS boy--no name included i dont wanna jinx myself--decides to put his JACKED arm around me n walk with me n hold my binder today n asked me out tonight. i was like...yes yes yes YES. o god he smelt so good i wish he held onto me the WHOLE DAY b/c sometimes i feel like i need someone to sneak up behind me n put his arms around me. but thats getting over a realationship for you? which is actually getting easier for me day by day.
then ap us which is working out great for me. im doing really well n the material is so easy this yr. n wen greg came in he gave me a kiss which just made my day worth while. <333333
i got home today n my dads like wanna come fishing with me? i wanted to, but i didnt. bc wen u go fishing u hav time to think bout ur life n such. which i dont wanna do bc things finally seem to b looking up for me. lol my "wheel" is starting to round a lil, its not so much a BLOCK anymore lmao as rach n steve said hahah
so school started..damn
the first couple of days royally blowed pee pee.
i got called "hideous" ummm then i got pushed across the hallway n hurt my leg, n then i tried to act "pleasant" but in reality i wanted to rip his balls off ::hehehe::, i didnt get lazzy for italian which made me wanna scream, then i find out someone hid pictures of me in an english text n it ended up in andrews hands?!..confuzzled...AH no i just didnt type that, hmmm then this guy i found n might hav been a tid bit interested in got a gf a couple days ago..that stung. um my chem teacher is a man trapped in a womans body with this grosse mono toned voice. then i had no classes with kat or teddy :( my math teacher is REDICULOUS n treats us like 4th graders i just wish i could make her mad. i wanna see her get pissed off, i might hav to make a rucuss monday. then i felt like an idiot in drawing bc my pictures wer so terrible
but then things got better...
i got to chorus n it was nice to see so many familiar faces n to see a teacher i actually know it felt like coming home in a sense, i relaxed a bit n 8247239874 thanks to rachel for not letting me quit.
then i talked to mr paster n he said he'd like me to b a student aid for beginers photography 5th prd. which is amazing bc i get credit n i get to bum around his room n chillax!
...a particular GORGEOUS boy--no name included i dont wanna jinx myself--decides to put his JACKED arm around me n walk with me n hold my binder today n asked me out tonight. i was like...yes yes yes YES. o god he smelt so good i wish he held onto me the WHOLE DAY b/c sometimes i feel like i need someone to sneak up behind me n put his arms around me. but thats getting over a realationship for you? which is actually getting easier for me day by day.
then ap us which is working out great for me. im doing really well n the material is so easy this yr. n wen greg came in he gave me a kiss which just made my day worth while. <333333
i got home today n my dads like wanna come fishing with me? i wanted to, but i didnt. bc wen u go fishing u hav time to think bout ur life n such. which i dont wanna do bc things finally seem to b looking up for me. lol my "wheel" is starting to round a lil, its not so much a BLOCK anymore lmao as rach n steve said hahah