meltdowns, changes, and holes of doom
YOU GUYS. lol i have no idea how to start this sentence. welp. i'm flying out to see big bang in LA in november! november 3rd to be exact!! and celebrate choomtop's bday!!! with whetstone!!!! ad infinitum. aaahhh. i've been waiting for this day since they announced the alive tour. and it's happening!!!!!!!!!! i kind of jumped the gun by booking my plane tix and waking melissa up at some god-awful hour (the joys of working overnight! never end!!) to talk about schedules. and i don't even have tickets to the show yet. i wondered for a second what i would do if i didn't end up getting a ticket - but apparently the honda center in anaheim seats 18,900, so if i don't nab one out of almost 19,000 spots then maybe i don't deserve to go. haha. anyway, i'm so excited to see big bang for the second time, to hang out with melissa, and to experience LA/anaheim i guess, neither of which i've been to before. what am i going to wear?????
also, i've changed my hair yet again.
i think i want more blonde. + the majority of my hair is a warmer shade of mahogany than the pic shows.
finally, i've been in the writing rut of my life, if you couldn't tell. i've been in some but have always managed to dig my way out - except this one is endless. it's like the friggin rabbit hole. i keep setting deadlines for myself and then missing it. anyway, i was super inspired (like everybody else golly) by the monster mv so i'm writing something, or trying to, based on that. except it's super complex and will probably be like 500k and i'm melting. plus i keep waffling between whether i want to finish that first or happy together (or the rewrite of mercury in my veins?) i suck. i'm sorry.
but i get to see big bang!!!
also, i've changed my hair yet again.
i think i want more blonde. + the majority of my hair is a warmer shade of mahogany than the pic shows.
finally, i've been in the writing rut of my life, if you couldn't tell. i've been in some but have always managed to dig my way out - except this one is endless. it's like the friggin rabbit hole. i keep setting deadlines for myself and then missing it. anyway, i was super inspired (like everybody else golly) by the monster mv so i'm writing something, or trying to, based on that. except it's super complex and will probably be like 500k and i'm melting. plus i keep waffling between whether i want to finish that first or happy together (or the rewrite of mercury in my veins?) i suck. i'm sorry.
but i get to see big bang!!!