the adventures of rain-dance summer

[lovelyable]

this is going to sound incredibly naive and (...blanking on the right word right now, omg) well-to-do/first-world/ignorant of me, but i've been so incredibly happy the past few months and would just like to mark this point in time. so, when i'm still jobless and a stay at home child and crying myself to sleep every night in 2013, i can look back

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[lovelyable]

they were gods, once: when i started this the only scene i had in mind was the one where gd is swinging in the park. in my head, top is the one who initially had gd locked up because - and i never came up with a reason as to why - he just couldn't handle him anymore.

gd slowly lost grasp on reality in the first place bc he was obsessed with wanting to be famous (hence his line of chasing unicorns and scooping the stars from the sky). top is the only one who stays in gd's life. he takes care of him bc he loves him, but mostly bc he feels obligated to since he's the one who had him locked away (and in the mental ward, i imagined that gd's condition grew worse bc not only was he around violent, unstable people, but perhaps he was subject to things like electro-shock therapy?)

if i were to redo this fic i would definitely include more of top's sense of obligation overriding his patience and his ability to care for gd, and how the memory of gd he's holding onto - which makes itself known in gd's intermittent bursts of lucidity - is such a big reason as to why top stays with him. not sure if gd ever gets better.

teddy/kush bromance: so i actually have no clue what i'm doing with this except that it will probably involve lots of alcohol, smuggled-in weed, studio time and three am fast food runs and making choice uncomfortable and teddy's ridiculous fashion choices and nuthang parties with homemade bongs, and maybe a cross-country road trip. this is a hot mess right now T_T

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[lovelyable]

you know i might actually just do it over now that i think about it :') don't get your hopes up though, it is clear that i have no sense of time/deadline at all =n=

;_____; cries quietly. that is so nice of you to say ♥