ehemm... yea
i just wish he was here. to se what will happen w/ us next. i am getting so fucking lost in this high school drama and it is killing me. i just want the one who can make it better here w/ me. he really does love me and it scares me while at the same time i love it. i love him, i think. blah. well let me just say... i HATE this... all of this. blah. life is sucking currently! grrrr. lol.