Nov 14, 2006 23:30
i thought things were getting better. that was a joke.
so much for "reservations" that was a joke too. i now reject all of your stupid "reservations" and i'll be doing what i want when i want. and you can go and reserve time with him. excuse me while i go get close with the ppl who i left because i was like she's my best friend. not the case any longer.
you've made your choice. again. your priorities are set in stone. so are mine.
sure we'll talk. but i dont trust you. i dont think i ever will again like i did. u'll say im hurting you. fine. but at least it's a clear cut hurt. unlike the shit i've dealt with the past 3 and a half years.
best friends forever. funny. it doesnt say best friends when i need you or have no one else forever.
so if you dont mind. i'd like to say im done.
on a brighter less irritating note. things with alex are becoming more and more amazing. we're back to having amazing conversations...including some of the most random conversations a person could ever have. there'll be ups and downs and im pretty sure that it'll crash at some point but im confident it'll go back up again. like leah said im just gonna keep my head up high and keep plowing ahead full throttle. =) wow for once...hard work is paying off.
now to color her elmo picture.
p.s. my boy is amazing.