On My Books:
Me: "So hmm...on half dot com it's $68 for paperback."
Mother: "Still that much?!?"
Me: "Better than $105 for hardback."
Mom: "Wow..expensive."
Me: "Yeah... I need your credit card."
Mom: "Oh, I don't think there's any space on it. Can't you use your debit card?"
Me: "........Yeah, well, I guess I have to don't I?"
Mom: "Well I didn't know I'd be spending so much money this month. Your phone, my phones, your classes (me: YOUR MACY'S/TARGET SHOPPING!!!!!!)
She told me she would pay for my school stuff that I hadn't already paid for..So much for a laptop I guess. Fuck. I sound ungrateful and spoiled...I guess I should just stop whining.
I'm fucking dizzy. I have been dizzy all day. I'm afraid there is something wrong with me. Everyone is tired of me moping and complaining and being crazy. Even I am tired of myself.
To the person who doesn't really read this - Thanks for being so sweet to me today, it means more to me than you know. I only wish your tenderness didn't make me feel like crying.See? There really is something wrong with me...Ugh. Thank you all the same. I hope you still like me? I love you.
-Claudine
Mother: "Still that much?!?"
Me: "Better than $105 for hardback."
Mom: "Wow..expensive."
Me: "Yeah... I need your credit card."
Mom: "Oh, I don't think there's any space on it. Can't you use your debit card?"
Me: "........Yeah, well, I guess I have to don't I?"
Mom: "Well I didn't know I'd be spending so much money this month. Your phone, my phones, your classes (me: YOUR MACY'S/TARGET SHOPPING!!!!!!)
She told me she would pay for my school stuff that I hadn't already paid for..So much for a laptop I guess. Fuck. I sound ungrateful and spoiled...I guess I should just stop whining.
I'm fucking dizzy. I have been dizzy all day. I'm afraid there is something wrong with me. Everyone is tired of me moping and complaining and being crazy. Even I am tired of myself.
To the person who doesn't really read this - Thanks for being so sweet to me today, it means more to me than you know. I only wish your tenderness didn't make me feel like crying.See? There really is something wrong with me...Ugh. Thank you all the same. I hope you still like me? I love you.
-Claudine