Sep 29, 2006 12:05
Today is Bekah's graduation. All I have to do is find some tulips and get them to her house before she gets home tomorrow. I told her I'd get her tulips, and I am not going to lie to her. Or break a promise. That is the ultimate No-No in my book. I can't wait until my phon rings and I see her name on my caller ID. oooooohmigoshhh. I can't even describe how much I have missed this girl.
I packed up my room the other day with Gage. Like... it's all packed up. I just have to pack up the trophies and old clothes in my closet. He kept asking if I needed things and I just kept looking at him and I kept saying no as I remebered all of the memories. Most of that junk were little things I kept to remember what happened. Like my 14th birthday party and my HUGE crush from 5th grade. It was so weird throwing away all my stuff. All that I wanted to keep, really, were the stuffed animals. But I have to put those in another box to put in storage. I don't have room for them, and it's probably not a good idea to have out all the stuffed animals Bradley gave me. This whole moving thing is really weird. I love the new house, but at the same time... it's not home. I don't know. I guess it i just going to take some getting used to.
My heart/chest has been really bothering me all week. I don't understand why. Dr. Stickney said it's not in my lungs. Dr. Nadimi said all my heart information is right where it needs to be. I'm taking xanax and tylenol when I have pain. I don't want my heart anymore.
And apparently Drew is going to cut out my pancreas so I can get diabetes since it's so much fun. Today is Drew's last day at Watch World. It's really sad. But he got my a HUGE lucky penny, so things will be okay. And he's going to get me sunglasses at his discount price at the new store. I'm going to miss him. I'll go see him a lot, though.
CONGRATULATIONS REBEKAH RIVERA!!!!