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((Riza's been pretty much staying away from people since Tuesday, unless she was on duty.))
At least things are finally starting to calm down. Students are sleeping at a bit more normal hours. Rounds are quiet. Things are getting back to normal, as much as they can. When I slept, it was dreamless. I usually hate dreamless sleep, but this may be an exception. My muscles are sore, but this will pass in time.
Everything feels somewhat... normal.
Private
I still haven't mustered the courage to speak to Professor Mustang. I'm not even sure anymore what I would say... I acted like an idiot when I found out about Aizen... I cried. Not much, but the tears came. And Professor Mustang saw me, and he didn't... He probably thinks I'm pathetic... ((And oho what is this role reversal? The stoic is crying!? IT'S RAINING? WHAT?? *nips that in the bud*)) I'm never going to cry again. Waste of energy. ((Riza!logic.))
/Private
Private to Professor Mustang
I'm sorry I haven't found time to speak with you in person. I simply wanted to apologize for my less than professional behavior on Tuesday after I received the news about Aizen. And I wanted to I really appreciate I just thought I should say Damn it. Thank you for staying with me. Because I was scared like a stupid little girl I thought since you were already there and we had a bit of chemistry a system going, it was for the best that we send Professor Ishtar ahead to Ravenclaw. Honestly, I was surprised you listened to me. I apologize for being so forward. I'm too used to working with students and I felt comfortable working with you, I suppose.
/Roy
Private
((As she reads over what she just wrote... with all the scribblies.))
...I refuse to have a crush on a professor. Refuse, refuse, refuse.
((And then she goes back, re-reads the private part, and crosses stuff out in this.... she ends up with:))
...I refuse to have a crush on a professor. Refuse, refuse, refuse. Hah.
((Would it surprise anyone if I said that was fun to write? No? Okay.))
At least things are finally starting to calm down. Students are sleeping at a bit more normal hours. Rounds are quiet. Things are getting back to normal, as much as they can. When I slept, it was dreamless. I usually hate dreamless sleep, but this may be an exception. My muscles are sore, but this will pass in time.
Everything feels somewhat... normal.
Private
I still haven't mustered the courage to speak to Professor Mustang. I'm not even sure anymore what I would say... I acted like an idiot when I found out about Aizen... I cried. Not much, but the tears came. And Professor Mustang saw me, and he didn't... He probably thinks I'm pathetic... ((And oho what is this role reversal? The stoic is crying!? IT'S RAINING? WHAT?? *nips that in the bud*)) I'm never going to cry again. Waste of energy. ((Riza!logic.))
/Private
Private to Professor Mustang
I'm sorry I haven't found time to speak with you in person. I simply wanted to apologize for my less than professional behavior on Tuesday after I received the news about Aizen. And I wanted to I really appreciate I just thought I should say Damn it. Thank you for staying with me. Because I was scared like a stupid little girl I thought since you were already there and we had a bit of chemistry a system going, it was for the best that we send Professor Ishtar ahead to Ravenclaw. Honestly, I was surprised you listened to me. I apologize for being so forward. I'm too used to working with students and I felt comfortable working with you, I suppose.
/Roy
Private
((As she reads over what she just wrote... with all the scribblies.))
...I refuse to have a crush on a professor. Refuse, refuse, refuse.
((And then she goes back, re-reads the private part, and crosses stuff out in this.... she ends up with:))
...I refuse to have a crush on a professor. Refuse, refuse, refuse. Hah.
((Would it surprise anyone if I said that was fun to write? No? Okay.))