May 09, 2005 01:18
Wow, it's really wierd having things go so good for me. So I'm gonna try not to take them for granted.
I got to meet Adam. *sigh* I couldn't believe how hott he was. Damn, I dont care how gay he is (he wears girls pants) he still looked good. Everyone pretty much got trashed, I kept composure for once. It was nice.
Mother's Day wasn't bad either. (I didn't think it would be) I didn't spend as much time with my mom as I would have liked to, but had she not been in Ohio most of the day, that may have been a possibility. Oh well, for my mom, everyday is Mother's Day. So considering I wasn't home most of the day, I was with John. We went to his sister's house for a Mother's Day dinner.
This month is so busy. Bleak. So much to do!!! I'm stressed already.
Tia is doing a project in English over suicide. I dread the subject. I was helping her come up with songs that have to do with the topic. There were so many. Among them were :Jeremy,Strawberry Gashes, Loser, and Adam's song.
From Adam's song come the lyrics "I never thought I'd die alone, I laughed the loudest who would've known." Ahh, I cant stand the sadness of that. I'm gonna go cry now.