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grr, went shopping with my best friend today...and she bought me a milkshake and made me eat it. i tried to at least salvage a bit of my restriction by begging for the kid's size, but she got me effing regular.
gr. and besides, she was still my best friend when i was at 98 pounds, so she knows how to make me eat.
other than that, i've lost another pound! (that makes four so far! yay!) and i've been trying to stay away from my laxatives and simply restrict. it just felt so easy to eat a ton and then flush it out. and although kind of painful, i almost liked the cramping. but lately, the not eating has replaced the cramping with that empty burning feeling. (for some reason, when i get a twinge in my stomach, it motivates me to go running or something. weird.)
but, blech, being empty and pms'ing is not a good combination. i'm moody lykewhoa and yell at anything that moves. blech again.
gr. and besides, she was still my best friend when i was at 98 pounds, so she knows how to make me eat.
other than that, i've lost another pound! (that makes four so far! yay!) and i've been trying to stay away from my laxatives and simply restrict. it just felt so easy to eat a ton and then flush it out. and although kind of painful, i almost liked the cramping. but lately, the not eating has replaced the cramping with that empty burning feeling. (for some reason, when i get a twinge in my stomach, it motivates me to go running or something. weird.)
but, blech, being empty and pms'ing is not a good combination. i'm moody lykewhoa and yell at anything that moves. blech again.