why oh why

[lovely_lyssa__]

yeah so basicly i'm retarded.
Thats the reason
i didn't get you know what
cause really there was no fucking reason not to.
wow i am really retarded.

tammy chris and i have been hanging out a lot lately.
its been really fun.
yeah chris...

i don't know whats happenin' with athena amy and i.
when i left there today i had this really bad feelin'
that they were like talking about me or something.
i don't know why...terrible.
i hope things all work out.
and i hope they understand me hanging out with other people.
sometimes...oftenly.

yeah chris...