One time, ONE TIME, I said i liked his hair...that doesn't mean i want to marry the guy. Ugh.

Feb 15, 2009 04:13

If you knew me, you'd know i don't like to receive flowers...especially roses And, definitely not on Valentines Day and DEFINITELY not when we barely know each other.

I wasn't impressed with the late night phone call last weekend asking me to join you on your waterbed.  (did i mention there were two phone calls?) Then the fact that you didn't even know what it was that you said because you "were so fucked up."  Ugh, every story you have begins with how many beers you drank.

You live in Chadron and yet you still find ways to invade my space.

You don't take anything i like or say seriously....or you don't understand it.  Maybe it's both.  It's like i'm some little child that you like to watch stumble around while you coo and poke fun.    You just don't "get" me.

I feel like you're always trying to...show off.

You're touchy...and not in a good way.  I almost broke the last person's hand who wouldn't stop with the poking and prodding.   Ask him about it sometime.

I feel awkward, strange and uncomfortable whenever you're near. You're just exhausting to be around.

However,  i think the one thing that is bothering me the most is that even after i explained to him my situation with Brandon...how it was too soon and i'm just not interested...he won't/can't respect that. 
Neither will anyone else.

I don't want to date this guy.  There isn't a spark of attraction.  He isn't my type.  Even if he was, it still wouldn't feel right.  I just want it to go away.
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