i remember december
Silent night, broken night
All is fallen when you take your flight
I found some hate for you
Just for show
You found some love for me
Thinking I'd go
Don't keep me from crying to sleep
Sleep in heavenly peace
Silent night, moonlit night
Nothing's changed
Nothing is right
I should be stronger than weeping alone
You should be weaker than sending me home
I can't stop you fighting to sleep
Sleep in heavely peace
I need to get away again. I feel like i've taken 2 steps forward and 5 steps back. It was a mistake to try to help you.
Once again i'm stuck in this state of feeling anywhere from melancholy to angry to completely inconsolable....and i can't show any of it for fear of people asking questions.
--See, you have this wonderful ability to feel joy and happiness will all of your being. All of your heart and soul. It's a gift...but with this gift comes a downside...you also feel desperation, sadness and sorrow just as strongly. ---
Why did this have to turn out this way? Why am i stuck with this knot in my stomach and throat day in and day out?
I hate you....because you won't let me love you. Why can't you help yourself? Why am i even trying to hang on to this? I must make myself let go. For the sake of my sanity.
School is screwed up...which means my classes aren't even really my classes...which means i am technically unregistered. ..which means i can't go to therapy. I'm going insane.
I wish i worked tonight...maybe i'll just wander around town again.
The weekend can't come soon enough.
All is fallen when you take your flight
I found some hate for you
Just for show
You found some love for me
Thinking I'd go
Don't keep me from crying to sleep
Sleep in heavenly peace
Silent night, moonlit night
Nothing's changed
Nothing is right
I should be stronger than weeping alone
You should be weaker than sending me home
I can't stop you fighting to sleep
Sleep in heavely peace
I need to get away again. I feel like i've taken 2 steps forward and 5 steps back. It was a mistake to try to help you.
Once again i'm stuck in this state of feeling anywhere from melancholy to angry to completely inconsolable....and i can't show any of it for fear of people asking questions.
--See, you have this wonderful ability to feel joy and happiness will all of your being. All of your heart and soul. It's a gift...but with this gift comes a downside...you also feel desperation, sadness and sorrow just as strongly. ---
Why did this have to turn out this way? Why am i stuck with this knot in my stomach and throat day in and day out?
I hate you....because you won't let me love you. Why can't you help yourself? Why am i even trying to hang on to this? I must make myself let go. For the sake of my sanity.
School is screwed up...which means my classes aren't even really my classes...which means i am technically unregistered. ..which means i can't go to therapy. I'm going insane.
I wish i worked tonight...maybe i'll just wander around town again.
The weekend can't come soon enough.