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My birthday is in 4 days. It'll be 23 years since i was born and I've never been nervous about birthdays until now. Its not like i feel i'm like some old maid...wrinkles...dying alone...blah blah blah. I hate when people complain about their age when they're not any older then mid thirties. I guess i'm just bothered by the fact that i just now have figured out what i want to do....sorta. This is gonna be a big year for me. I start school for the first time in 4 years on monday and feel pretty good about it. It'll only be a few classes, but its a huge step for me. In 6 months or so, i'll be moving to another side of the country. I can't imagine what this is going to be like. All this new crap is unfolding and i'm not sure if i'm ready or not. I have to be. Its time, ya know?