Lately
Lately, I've been feeling a bit down, very lazy and like i'm not a good person, all that for no apparent reason at all. I know I was stressed over my car being in the shop and me not being able to go anywhere and being stuck, I think it started then, but then I'd be lying if I really thought it was then, you see it has been in my head a couple of weeks before my car thing happened and maybe that kind of wishful thinking came true, it did to a certain extent, but I couldn't make it anywhere, no internships and class etc etc... I made it to one class at least outta those two weeks the other it was Thanksgiving so it was exempt. Anyway, i've been having battling thoughts, want to get a house, want a vacation, not sure where my life is going I don't even know where to start to open-up my own business. I just need direction and to focus and motivation again, I don't know if it's me or my surrounding, it could be both and I don't want to let go of my surrounding but then I do need some space for my head... i don't knoowww! I have to find a better alternative to this than what i've had in my head, I need to really just read up on it and do it. goodluck* Jossy. thanks.