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so i havn't really written in this thing
i've been running around like a nut
i'm not leaving for school in sept.
but in nov.
i wasn't erady for that phone call,
but i'll deal
i have to go buy over 1500 dollars worth of riding equp.
and get stuff for my dorm
and find someone to bring anna all the way down there
it's so much harder then i thought
idk why i was thinking this was gonna be a joy ride
i've been breaking down casue like
i'm going to west virginia
thats really far away
and me and ben are gonna stay together
i wish he'd go there with me
idk it's like i'm gonna change alot, and i want to be with him
so i want him to change with me, so we'd have eachother
i'm just nervous
anywho
i've been doing good
me and deavon have been back to our normal friendship thingy
(sometimes i want to fucking kill her)
tessa and i are doing very well also
and well i don't really care about anytone else
oh, and i'm scared shitless to leave them too
i don't want to leave the two friends i know i'll have for the rest of my life,
just because i go far away for college
like i'm gonna come back
and everything is going to be differant.
i just hope anna is okay
i'm gonna call the eye vet on monday
hopfully she's all set
oh and i've been riding anna and the pony
and they just keep getting better
it's only been positive sincei started with that pony
give me 1 more month and he'll be sold for 2000 kid-safe :)
i mean ben got on him the other day and marshmellow just did his own thing and they were fine
he just needs consistant work
anna is amazing as always
she's been having some health problems but nothing she can't over come
other then her eyes
but hopfully thats nothing
oh yeah and i got annas face tattooed on my back :)
night
i've been running around like a nut
i'm not leaving for school in sept.
but in nov.
i wasn't erady for that phone call,
but i'll deal
i have to go buy over 1500 dollars worth of riding equp.
and get stuff for my dorm
and find someone to bring anna all the way down there
it's so much harder then i thought
idk why i was thinking this was gonna be a joy ride
i've been breaking down casue like
i'm going to west virginia
thats really far away
and me and ben are gonna stay together
i wish he'd go there with me
idk it's like i'm gonna change alot, and i want to be with him
so i want him to change with me, so we'd have eachother
i'm just nervous
anywho
i've been doing good
me and deavon have been back to our normal friendship thingy
(sometimes i want to fucking kill her)
tessa and i are doing very well also
and well i don't really care about anytone else
oh, and i'm scared shitless to leave them too
i don't want to leave the two friends i know i'll have for the rest of my life,
just because i go far away for college
like i'm gonna come back
and everything is going to be differant.
i just hope anna is okay
i'm gonna call the eye vet on monday
hopfully she's all set
oh and i've been riding anna and the pony
and they just keep getting better
it's only been positive sincei started with that pony
give me 1 more month and he'll be sold for 2000 kid-safe :)
i mean ben got on him the other day and marshmellow just did his own thing and they were fine
he just needs consistant work
anna is amazing as always
she's been having some health problems but nothing she can't over come
other then her eyes
but hopfully thats nothing
oh yeah and i got annas face tattooed on my back :)
night