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I've decided that I don't want to be happy. I don't want to search for it. People, myself included, say all they want out of life is to be happy. But then, I've realized, you will always be searching for it. Happiness does not last. As sadness does not last, neither does happiness. I just want to be content. I want to be mostly satisfied.
The last few weeks I've found myself in that place. Things aren't the best; but things could be worse. The situation I'm in doesnt make me exactly happy, but I'm not sad or mad or upset in anyway about it all. I'm satisfied with where I'm at. I'm content with my choices up to this point. It's worrying about today and today only. Not putting expectations on myself or others. Just live and let live.
The last few weeks I've found myself in that place. Things aren't the best; but things could be worse. The situation I'm in doesnt make me exactly happy, but I'm not sad or mad or upset in anyway about it all. I'm satisfied with where I'm at. I'm content with my choices up to this point. It's worrying about today and today only. Not putting expectations on myself or others. Just live and let live.