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i dont know why iv been putting in this much effort to re-conneting with you when it seems like your just playing games with me right now, we both know youd rather be friends then not but your making this harder then it needs to be. i know how it feels to have the other person put in more effort then you and in a sick way it feels good so i dont really blame you for doing it but im not putting up with that. it seems like your happy which is good, but im done. im tired of doing things that go unnoticed but i guess i shouldnt expect that to change since my efforts have always gone unnoticed with you.