im dizzy from the shopping mall, i searched for joy, and bought it all
sooo...
today wasnt so good at my house. my mom woke me up and told me to get ready to go to mt. vernon. i was confused but i thought it would be fun. but my sister (who was a real big pain in the ass, just like always) didn't want to go, so we didn't. it ended up as an argument between my mother and sister all day. i don't understand why my sister has to be such a brat about things like this. or anything, for that matter. anyway, my sister spent the day in her room talking on her cell phone...my mom spent the rest of the day out of the house. it was strange. i tried talking to my sister about what had happened and that ended up as argument too. i just told her that she should try to not be so selfish...but i think it came out more like 'kaeli, why dont you try to be nice to her? she buys you everything you want and then you treat her like shit.' needless to say, not the best tactic. its funny because the other day she told me she was 'turning over a new leaf' but shes still the same brat she always was. i just wish this family didnt fight so much. maybe its wishful thinking?
the university of arizona is becoming more and more of a possibility. its far away, but i have a lot of fake family there, so it wouldn't be so bad. plus its warm. and its gorgeous. and its sorta my second home, ya know? anyway...i have another application to do all of a sudden...
gah...another week of hell...i cant believe the weekend is over.
today wasnt so good at my house. my mom woke me up and told me to get ready to go to mt. vernon. i was confused but i thought it would be fun. but my sister (who was a real big pain in the ass, just like always) didn't want to go, so we didn't. it ended up as an argument between my mother and sister all day. i don't understand why my sister has to be such a brat about things like this. or anything, for that matter. anyway, my sister spent the day in her room talking on her cell phone...my mom spent the rest of the day out of the house. it was strange. i tried talking to my sister about what had happened and that ended up as argument too. i just told her that she should try to not be so selfish...but i think it came out more like 'kaeli, why dont you try to be nice to her? she buys you everything you want and then you treat her like shit.' needless to say, not the best tactic. its funny because the other day she told me she was 'turning over a new leaf' but shes still the same brat she always was. i just wish this family didnt fight so much. maybe its wishful thinking?
the university of arizona is becoming more and more of a possibility. its far away, but i have a lot of fake family there, so it wouldn't be so bad. plus its warm. and its gorgeous. and its sorta my second home, ya know? anyway...i have another application to do all of a sudden...
gah...another week of hell...i cant believe the weekend is over.