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god i haven't updated in a while now, so sorry about that!
well, this past week and weekend haven't been the greatest at all. things at work suck! they really piss me off cuz a position was open for a kindergarten teacher and they hired my friend kristen for it. i got nothing against her but what gets me is that they've been doing that for a while now, they like hire people instead of giving me a position and it really pisses me off. i don't think it's fair at all. friday night i had a fight with the significant other and i was really pissed about work and other stuff and i cut myself bout 11 times. it was a very stupid thing to do, i don't know why i do that when i'm very depressed, i need to stop. i was really depressed and i called my best friends g/f which is one of my good friends and she talked to me and she called my best friend and they 3 wayed me and talked to me and told me to wake up my mom cuz my wrist wouldn't stop bleeding. i would like to thank both of you for being there for me and i wanna say i'm sorry for putting you through that situation too. i'm gonna try to really stop doing that.
today has been boring, i have nothing to do and don't know what else to write about. i'm gonna go pop a pizza in the oven and hopefully update later tonight or something. ciaoz!
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well, this past week and weekend haven't been the greatest at all. things at work suck! they really piss me off cuz a position was open for a kindergarten teacher and they hired my friend kristen for it. i got nothing against her but what gets me is that they've been doing that for a while now, they like hire people instead of giving me a position and it really pisses me off. i don't think it's fair at all. friday night i had a fight with the significant other and i was really pissed about work and other stuff and i cut myself bout 11 times. it was a very stupid thing to do, i don't know why i do that when i'm very depressed, i need to stop. i was really depressed and i called my best friends g/f which is one of my good friends and she talked to me and she called my best friend and they 3 wayed me and talked to me and told me to wake up my mom cuz my wrist wouldn't stop bleeding. i would like to thank both of you for being there for me and i wanna say i'm sorry for putting you through that situation too. i'm gonna try to really stop doing that.
today has been boring, i have nothing to do and don't know what else to write about. i'm gonna go pop a pizza in the oven and hopefully update later tonight or something. ciaoz!
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