bullshit.

[lovely_dying]

i don't like being pushed around like nothing...but guess that's what i am...nothing. ugh i like someone more than anything and if he doesn't know...it must me l-o-v-e...but i don't like to tell him because i'm afraid he won't say it back...he always say i wove you and shit...doesn't he notice that hurts me.? the last time i've been emo was january...and now it's coming back because of a certain person...i wish i could just really move back where i came from so there's no shit is gonna go on here in fuckin florida...ugh i hate being straight. lol. i'm so fuckin pissed today...i've been having a bad day. i'm worried about someone...yes, i told him a while ago and he seemed like he didn't care even though he said that he's worried about me because whenever i go to the movies with him, i always get in trouble, and as much as he calls...i also get my ass in trouble. this is really hard, but i certaintly wouldn't wish i was him...he has a bunch of shit going on in his life....a fuckin decision he has to make, that's the worst because that decision, unfortunately includes me...a lifeless, ugly fucking piece of crap...it makes me feel like shit that no one cares...you can call me emo because that's what i am...i got my super emo-ness from joey. haha joey.!!!! oh today is my brother's birthday.! yay....anyways, special greeting for star because she helped me get over shit and she comforted me yay...she's awesome. anyways, tomorrow is sports day, i'm not gonna wear any sport shit.! my brother told me to dress up like anna kournikova...who the fuck is that.? a tennis player right.?? yeah. well he told me to wear a white collared shirt and white shorts and white shoes...i mean eww...well, i'm wearing pink tomorrow...i think. i hope i wouldn't get picked on wearing pink because they always do...omg american idol is pissing me off.!!!! they're being mean. and they won't go to florida.!!!! j/k lol.ok i'll stop being emo. ooh by the way i have this filipino singing contest what ever somewhere in april...i hope i win, i don't know what i'm gonna sing though lol...k well i shall go. i miss morgan.

xX andrea Xx

--thanks star
--maybe i should tell you something joey
--morgan i miss you
--mr. kenney please expell him lol.
--i love you all my friends...you guys are the best
--nick you've been a pillow.
--latosha thanks, you will be my witness lol
--thanks jake h., that was funny.
--thanks brandi
--mom please don't make a scandal tomorrow at my school.