there's sorrow in my eyes as i watch you caress my thighs
Last friday, I went to see my doctor to get back on adderall. I've been off it for almost 9 months. But I want to get back on it because 1. It helps me lose weight and I want faster results than working out, 2. It helps me focus better, so I don't get all spacey at work, and 3. I get a lot of cleaning and house work done when I'm on it.
But since I'm 18 and considered a legal adult they can't treat me for ADD anymore. So now I have to go to Sacramento Mental Health. That's some wonderful news....NOT! I have to get re evaluated to see if I still have ADD. Total bullshit. Some shrink has to do it and I'm a bit scared that they might find out what else goes on in my fucked up little head. I just want some god damn adderall!! Well, I need to go call them now and make a appointment.
But since I'm 18 and considered a legal adult they can't treat me for ADD anymore. So now I have to go to Sacramento Mental Health. That's some wonderful news....NOT! I have to get re evaluated to see if I still have ADD. Total bullshit. Some shrink has to do it and I'm a bit scared that they might find out what else goes on in my fucked up little head. I just want some god damn adderall!! Well, I need to go call them now and make a appointment.