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Today is one of those days where I just don't want to be seen. I want to find a deep dark hole and hide in it so no one will find me. Or at least hide under the covers all day. But I couldn't my mother dragged me out of the house to buy stuff to fix up my car (yes I finally got a car. It's a white 1991 toyota camray, I'll post pics later). I really could have cared less. I've just felt so sick lately. I hate it. Now I can't eat anything without my stomach acting up. Even the bland food makes me ill. I guess I'm going to have to break down soon and have the blood work done. But first I need to change doctors. I just wish this would go away on its own but I guess not, come the end of July it'll be a year since I've been dealing with the bullshit. I just wish I could go back to May 2004. I was happy, very healthy, and in love. I miss those things.