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PS - I just realized that the previous entry had little to nothing to do with my actual emotional state. I am really pleased that I got into UNH - now I can go to a semi-decent school instead of a crap school like UFindlay for certain. AND - bonus point! I will be a good 9 hours drive away from my family if I go there (super bonus points!). But I digress. I'm in the process of updating my photobucket / downloading pictures off of my camera / cleaning my room. Then, after my family has gone to bed, I will be going downstairs to watch Family Guy and the Simpsons and snack on something yummy (I have to see what my kitchen has to please me!).
I am not too pleased with my mother, as you might have guessed, but that's not really new. And the fact that I really and truely am leaving my family home in about 31 weeks really and truly makes my evening and quite possibly my life. And as sad as that may be it's the cold hard truth. My parents and I love each other very much - we just don't like each other and you know what? That's ok. I can live with that fact. I guess that I don't miss the "super close mother / daughter or father / daughter relationship" because it's not like it was ever there and I lost it, you know?
Eh. I'm going to go clean my room and relish in the fact that I AM A COLLEGE - BOUND HIGH SCHOOL SENIOR!!!!!!!!!!! 3 CHEERS FOR ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I love you all!