Dear Journal,
I'm home, the trip was because my parents are getting divorced. [private] And Dima said he loved me. I love him too but so did Mum and Dad and look what happened to them! I don't want that to happen to us so I'll just distance myself from him, it'll be easier for us both then. So we never have to hurt each other the way that Mum and Dad are hurting each other. It just, I hate it. I love him so much, but this is for the best. Right? Merlin, my heart aches... I'll just have to distract myself, maybe go out a bit more, make more friends. Just, try not to think about how much I want to curl up in a ball and die for not telling him how I feel. [/private] It sucks but I suppose everyone will be happier this way, I'm allowed to stay here at Hogwarts which is amazing because I love it here, I just hope I get to know more people. :] Professor Tonks is letting Dima plan a whole lesson, I'm so excited for him. He deserves it, he's wonderful I love him.
Love, Laura
Love, Laura