HEY! IF YOU LIKE WHEN I COMPLAIN YOU SHOULD READ THIS!!!
Let me just start by saying that I am extremely lonely.
&Kind of stressed.
I hate school so much.
It's unreal.
I also hate how I don't hate boys.
I can say it all day long but it just isn't the case anymore.
I fell asleep thinking about all the things I want in a boy last night.
He was almost perfect.
Of course now when I'm wide awake I can't even think of everything that I had said.
Otherwise I would have typed it out.
So I could always remember.
All I remember was he would need to be Sweet.
&Nice.
Funny.
Mature.
Cute.
Liked to cuddle.
Liked to send me text messages.
Loved music like me.
Would go to shows with me and protect me, or at least try to.
Would call me whenever he missed me.
Would not lie.
Kiss me on the nose/forehead/cheek just to be cute.
Hold my hand.
Take me on cute dates.
Take care of me when I'm sick.
&If he couldn't he would call to make sure I'm alright, or text cause I probably wouldn't feel like actually talking.
I made up most of that stuff right now.
I wanna move back to ahwatukee.
Maricopa sucks more than any other place I've lived.
I feel so disconnected when I get home.
&The only time I'm not at home I'm at school and I hate it there too.
Long story short I live for weekends.
Four days until Friday.
I'm excited.