So procrastinating probably won't help...
but I am avoiding reality.
Mostly I feel ok about the OASIS-C project but after yesterdays meeting I have mostly wanted to cry. At some point in the day my mind got stuck on these visions of Jack Nicholson in the Shining. Where he is going crazy and he has been typing "all work and no play makes Jack a dull boy" endlessly, and then he looses it completely and tears his hair out, and kills his family. Don't worry I don't have the energy to kill anyone but if you see me tearing my hair out you may need to stage an intervention of some sort.
I couldn't sleep last night and I cried on the way to work and am barely not crying at my desk (now there are other people here). I don't know what the hell is wrong with me.
Last night I started thinking about the April stuff. There is some DB stuff in there. I don't know how messing with the DB will affect anything. But more than that having to design it all and do all the DB stuff is just sort of overwhelming at the moment. I am trying to get it all done asap too but its so much crap to go through.
And then other s* keeps coming up. Stuff that I swear people should be able to read documentation and take care of themselves but apparently that's too much to ask.
Oh and in morbid news. So we are going to this user conference in March. Yesterday they bought the tickets. But they split us all up into groups on different flights and different airlines. It took me 'til mid-day to figure out why. And its dumb because the groupings are lame. They put Jeff, Su-ann and I all together. So really I don't see the point, but whatever.
I have to present OASIS-C stuff at the sales pitch conference. Hopefully it goes well. And hopefully we don't have to share hotel rooms :( My company is odd.
My apologies for the whining. I am sure it will all work out fine. Eventually. I hope.
At least its Friday. Hopefully a weekend de-stress helps. Tonight some friends are coming over for dinner, it should be fun. I have to run by the grocery store and then vacuum when I get home, but for once my house isn't too trashed so hopefully it goes smoothly.
AND Bones is back!!!!! The circus episode was so funny. And I actually really liked the Hockey one too. I loved his hallucination. It was on way to late so I feel like I missed stuff. But I still was so happy!
Ok, Back to work :)
Mostly I feel ok about the OASIS-C project but after yesterdays meeting I have mostly wanted to cry. At some point in the day my mind got stuck on these visions of Jack Nicholson in the Shining. Where he is going crazy and he has been typing "all work and no play makes Jack a dull boy" endlessly, and then he looses it completely and tears his hair out, and kills his family. Don't worry I don't have the energy to kill anyone but if you see me tearing my hair out you may need to stage an intervention of some sort.
I couldn't sleep last night and I cried on the way to work and am barely not crying at my desk (now there are other people here). I don't know what the hell is wrong with me.
Last night I started thinking about the April stuff. There is some DB stuff in there. I don't know how messing with the DB will affect anything. But more than that having to design it all and do all the DB stuff is just sort of overwhelming at the moment. I am trying to get it all done asap too but its so much crap to go through.
And then other s* keeps coming up. Stuff that I swear people should be able to read documentation and take care of themselves but apparently that's too much to ask.
Oh and in morbid news. So we are going to this user conference in March. Yesterday they bought the tickets. But they split us all up into groups on different flights and different airlines. It took me 'til mid-day to figure out why. And its dumb because the groupings are lame. They put Jeff, Su-ann and I all together. So really I don't see the point, but whatever.
I have to present OASIS-C stuff at the sales pitch conference. Hopefully it goes well. And hopefully we don't have to share hotel rooms :( My company is odd.
My apologies for the whining. I am sure it will all work out fine. Eventually. I hope.
At least its Friday. Hopefully a weekend de-stress helps. Tonight some friends are coming over for dinner, it should be fun. I have to run by the grocery store and then vacuum when I get home, but for once my house isn't too trashed so hopefully it goes smoothly.
AND Bones is back!!!!! The circus episode was so funny. And I actually really liked the Hockey one too. I loved his hallucination. It was on way to late so I feel like I missed stuff. But I still was so happy!
Ok, Back to work :)