May 21, 2006 13:01
I've have been through a rollercoaster of emotions these past few weeks. I've had to tell someone whom I did love with all my heart, hich is now nothing,that I can't be with him. It was horrible doing so, but it needed to be done. I found an amazing guy, who I feel i will end up with. I have had a better look on life, a new sense of reason for living,and hope for the future. I know I wouldn't have been ablt to et through this if it wasen't for two people, well three. Abby,Tyler, and Dan. Abby, firstly I see you as a sister to me. You have been such an inspiration for me to move on past Matt. Tyler, you have taught me what life should be like, and you taught me to ask questions. The day you gave me the Communist Manifesto, was the day my life changed forever. Dan, oh my lovely Dan. You are so perfect in every way, I love how no matter what you say you make me smile so big, even if you don 't say anything at all. moving to Texas with all three of you, will be the start of my life. Yall have given me a life, and a reason to live.
Abby: Thankyou so much for helping through all this.You and I are like sisters and You have saved me from so many mistakes in my life. I am so happy that I took the chance to get to know who you were, cause I know you and I pretty tight..lol..I love you!
Tyler: I love you so much! You are a brother to me, you nad Abby are my family that I can go to when I'm having a bad day, or even a good one. You have taught me to live my life under my own beliefs, and not what the government tells me. You gave me a life. I thankyou so much for helping me understand. I love you!
Dan: We have become so close in so little time, and I love it! We connected on so many levels all at once. You blew me away and you got me hooked on you. I really can't wait untill we meet, I am so nervouse let me tell yah. I'm sure that we will have so much fun on that day. But like you said, " The day we meet will be the first day of my life", and that is completely true love.
I can't wait untill all of us are in Texas together, the unstoppable four. Revolutionaires at our finest. Yall are my life. Thanks for helping me all the time. It means so much to me. I love you all!