Oct 13, 2004 00:35
so,im in love.doo deee dooo.i dont know him,ive never met him,and i dont know his name.i want to see him again.i want him to smile at me.i cant stop thinking about him.
i thought i saw him again today.but it wasnt him,and the person it was repulsed me to the point of tears.
i want to find a foreigner here who wants to make me happy.makes me feel this way.come into my world.show me what love can be like.
hmm.i love my one and only.so it seems i am being a love whore.i dont care.
i love a person ive only sat across from on a train.once.
i love a boy who made my life complete for 3 years.and i always will.
i love a girl who is the most important thing to me in this world.and we will always be the best of friends.
i love my family so much i ache.it hurts to have been in japan for 3 weeks and not even recieved a letter.it hurts alot.
i dont like feeling alone, so i will just love all these people to keep my mind off it,childish?fuck you.You can be the person i dont love.
i dont know what to do with my life but i have learnt that i have a rule from now on,and that is no second chances.i have been chasing the life ive been dreaming, take me home.