"I'm a big beautiful kite...FLY"
You know I was reminded yesterday that I inhabit two vastly different worlds. The wholesome SVU enviroment that is often refered to as the "SVU bubble" and The other world is the material or "real" world. I was eating at the mall with my friends the other day and we entered a converstaion that made me very uncomfortable. To a point I had to almost yell and get very stern with my best friend of 18 years.
I started to think that if I used to be this way before I came to SVU I owe the Lord so much for allowing me a chance to reclaim my childlike innocence and an ability to enjoy life witout the trappings of what "the real world" deems of importence.
I just want to be happy. I want to write a sonnet. I want to go camping. I want to read. I want to sing. I want to scream at the top of my lungs. I want to play in the rain. I want to play in the snow. I want to play in the sand. I WANT TO LIVE. And I want to share my life with the people I love.
I am so lad to be home for Christmas though. I love my mother so much. She is such a strong woman. I hope she knows how she inspires me and how much she means to me.
I want to surround myself with the people that inspire me.
I started to think that if I used to be this way before I came to SVU I owe the Lord so much for allowing me a chance to reclaim my childlike innocence and an ability to enjoy life witout the trappings of what "the real world" deems of importence.
I just want to be happy. I want to write a sonnet. I want to go camping. I want to read. I want to sing. I want to scream at the top of my lungs. I want to play in the rain. I want to play in the snow. I want to play in the sand. I WANT TO LIVE. And I want to share my life with the people I love.
I am so lad to be home for Christmas though. I love my mother so much. She is such a strong woman. I hope she knows how she inspires me and how much she means to me.
I want to surround myself with the people that inspire me.