Sep 28, 2009 01:38
And so I return to lj to vent about my life. Some things never change, I guess.
I'm a little more depressed and unstable these days than I would like to admit, and I feel very lonely a lot of the time--but I'm beginning to realize that perhaps that's only natural when one of the most important people in your life graduates and moves back to Charlottesville and you break up with your boyfriend of 8 months?
There's also this very constant perception of me that I'm this tough-as-nails hardass, which is becoming increasingly annoying for me. I have the same basic needs as any other human being, even if I have a louder, tougher, grittier attitude than your average girl. I don't like being discounted.
All I can say is thank GOD for Twelfth Night. I am so so so happy to finally be directing my own Shakespeare show, after almost a year of being an AD or directing one-acts. There is a lot of beauty, talent, and laughter ever night from 9-12 and it's my saving grace right now.