a way to get by
Well I'm at my new job right now and it's slow, but I really love it here.
I work on Deli Lane near sunset place, the place is called Soli Organic, it's an
organic ice cream shop!
Mad free ice cream for meeeee.
It's a really great place I suggest everyone come here all of the time :D.
Aside from that, school is stressing me out.
I'm lacking in the motivation department and it's scaring me.
I thought that perhaps I finally got my heed on straight, ehh.
Recently, I was telling someone about "the mean reds", you know they're worse
than the blues and kind of like the blahs?
Weeeelll I think I may have come down with my own a case of the mean reds, the dating edition.
Version 2.0?
Yeah.
(Destroy everything you touch today
Destroy me this way
Anything that may desert you
So it cannot hurt you)
I've met some guys and they seem great but I can't work up anything for any of them.
Well, only mild curiosity.
Sometimes, I want to be reckless, I always thought I had that in me.
In reality, I don't. I can want to badly-
But my arms don't move and my lips don't part to let the terrible words I want
to utter out.
Why is it taboo to say what you mean?
I'm tired.
...Well, now,
if little by little you stop loving me
I shall stop loving you little by little.
If suddenly
you forget me
do not look for me,
for I shall already have forgotten you.
If you think it long and mad,
the wind of banners
that passes through my life,
and you decide
to leave me at the shore
of the heart where I have roots,
remember
that on that day,
at that hour,
I shall lift my arms
and my roots will set off
to seek another land. ....
(pablo neruda.)
That goes for any of those that cannot conjur up
the will or even the courage to say anything.
I work on Deli Lane near sunset place, the place is called Soli Organic, it's an
organic ice cream shop!
Mad free ice cream for meeeee.
It's a really great place I suggest everyone come here all of the time :D.
Aside from that, school is stressing me out.
I'm lacking in the motivation department and it's scaring me.
I thought that perhaps I finally got my heed on straight, ehh.
Recently, I was telling someone about "the mean reds", you know they're worse
than the blues and kind of like the blahs?
Weeeelll I think I may have come down with my own a case of the mean reds, the dating edition.
Version 2.0?
Yeah.
(Destroy everything you touch today
Destroy me this way
Anything that may desert you
So it cannot hurt you)
I've met some guys and they seem great but I can't work up anything for any of them.
Well, only mild curiosity.
Sometimes, I want to be reckless, I always thought I had that in me.
In reality, I don't. I can want to badly-
But my arms don't move and my lips don't part to let the terrible words I want
to utter out.
Why is it taboo to say what you mean?
I'm tired.
...Well, now,
if little by little you stop loving me
I shall stop loving you little by little.
If suddenly
you forget me
do not look for me,
for I shall already have forgotten you.
If you think it long and mad,
the wind of banners
that passes through my life,
and you decide
to leave me at the shore
of the heart where I have roots,
remember
that on that day,
at that hour,
I shall lift my arms
and my roots will set off
to seek another land. ....
(pablo neruda.)
That goes for any of those that cannot conjur up
the will or even the courage to say anything.