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[lovelnalapdance]

Mmkay, so..
Want to know
what sucks
more than I do?

Wanting
somthing
you can't have..
I mean...
I want ALOT of
things, I cannot
have.

Money, love,
items, and
sometimes
even....
people.

Why do we
have to..
constantly..
want, and need,
and desire?
My life,
would be much easier
if I didn't
have this feeling
or, emotion.

I want to be
prettier,
I want to be.. smarter
I want to be liked
I want, money, enough
to buy my family
the things they want..
and my friends..
gifts.. just because..
its monday, or..
because they're there.

My friends and family
deserve the best
they can get..
because I love them
dearly. I honestly
have no idea what I would
do, without my family and friends...

What I want the most
as of, right now..
Is love.
I want, SOMEBODY
to.. love me.
And promise to be here for me
and not the type of way
my friends would be
or my family..
but also, an intimate
way also.
I couldn't
sound more desprate, right
now. XD

But, im expressing
how I feel.
There is no shame =]
If I didn't want somebody
to know this...
I wouldn't have writen
it out for the world to
see, now would I?

Don't think so. =D

Well, I have to get off
im dying my hair in a few.
^o^
Bye!