Auntie Dot
I've come to the realization that my moodiness and "depression" was caused by a well-known evil called PMS. I'm a little upset because my "dot" was not supposed to come for another week. Since it started in the 8th grade, Auntie Dot always comes between the 18th and the 23rd of every month, why she decided to pay me an early visit this month is beyond me.
I told Ron and he was happy. You see, next week is Thanksgiving and he suggested I spend it with his family and I agreed. I'm sooo nervous though because of all the crap he tells me about them. His mother seems to be the nicest of the bunch, but he warned me if she doesn't take to me, she would never allow us to get married or any of the stuff we dream about. His dad is psycho! He always talks about me, good and bad. I don't like it and I think it is very childish. Ron says its because his father's childhood was hell, but I still don't like that man. His younger brother is 16, we'll call him...Ralph. Ralph is 6'0 while Ron is 5'8 and most of the time they don't get along. I don't know much about him but Ron did tell me Ralph thinks I'm hot, so he scored a few points.
The reason Ron is happy about Auntie Dot visiting early is because by the time I see him next week, she'd have packed her red suitcase and left me for a while. Ron's a total freak and he's planning a whole day of freaky shit for us to do. Am I excited? Maybe.. I'm not sure but I did go out and buy some sexy under clothing to surprise him with. I'm a little inexperience when it comes to sex. Okay a lot. I'm a virgin, and a proud one. Initially, I was going to wait to say the "I do's" before partaking in any sexual activities, but my hormones are getting the best of me and I don't know if I will/can wait anymore. I'm in no rush, but if the opportunity presents itself and I have nothing but good feelings about it, I will do it.
For the meantime though I am laying in my bed, clutching this hot water thing to my stomach, and praying for my cramps to ease up so I can breathe easy again. Pray for me!
With Love,
XOXOXOXO!
I told Ron and he was happy. You see, next week is Thanksgiving and he suggested I spend it with his family and I agreed. I'm sooo nervous though because of all the crap he tells me about them. His mother seems to be the nicest of the bunch, but he warned me if she doesn't take to me, she would never allow us to get married or any of the stuff we dream about. His dad is psycho! He always talks about me, good and bad. I don't like it and I think it is very childish. Ron says its because his father's childhood was hell, but I still don't like that man. His younger brother is 16, we'll call him...Ralph. Ralph is 6'0 while Ron is 5'8 and most of the time they don't get along. I don't know much about him but Ron did tell me Ralph thinks I'm hot, so he scored a few points.
The reason Ron is happy about Auntie Dot visiting early is because by the time I see him next week, she'd have packed her red suitcase and left me for a while. Ron's a total freak and he's planning a whole day of freaky shit for us to do. Am I excited? Maybe.. I'm not sure but I did go out and buy some sexy under clothing to surprise him with. I'm a little inexperience when it comes to sex. Okay a lot. I'm a virgin, and a proud one. Initially, I was going to wait to say the "I do's" before partaking in any sexual activities, but my hormones are getting the best of me and I don't know if I will/can wait anymore. I'm in no rush, but if the opportunity presents itself and I have nothing but good feelings about it, I will do it.
For the meantime though I am laying in my bed, clutching this hot water thing to my stomach, and praying for my cramps to ease up so I can breathe easy again. Pray for me!
With Love,
XOXOXOXO!