Dec 26, 2005 17:54
a list
1.Im in love
2.As far as i know everything is good in are relation ship
3.Im fat 181.5 to be exact
4.Im ugly the only not ugly thing about me be teh eyes
5.Im freaksihly tall
6.I have the most beautuiful girl friend in all the world
7.My heros are Cheyenne Elizabeth Mcqueen, Sir Lucas Adams Chamberlain The Third. Brandi Michelle Orr.
8.My moms cool
9.Im hungry
10.I want to hang out wit teh beast but i knowi wnot casue i have a feeling she dosnt
11.She probly wont read this tell tommrow casue todays monday
12.Im being lame and taking her idea
13.I have 6 songs so far
14.Im gonna stop at 25
15.I used to be really sad and depressed a lot but hten i relized i have the best girl firned ever so im happy now
16.Sams a fake friend whos an asshole
17.When i grow up im gonna live in cali and have my own lable
18.i hope im still with you that kinda sounds stalkerish
19.Id rather give then get if you know what i mean
20.Im at brandis house and her key boerd fucked up
21.I wish i was a good signer
22.I love music
23.Im afraid of loosein gher
24.Even thou i shouldnt
25.Im the best at who wants to be a millionaire third edition
sneeze update time
so we talked on the phone for a lonngg time tonite it was fun
she said she dosnt know is she loves me
And i said i knew i did and i know i do god i really do love her
and I think she loves me to maybe shes just confused idk i called brandi for some of her beast like advice and she was like jacob shes probly just confused perosnly i think she does love you
and like idk
it just really scared me that shes gonna dump me soon
and i really dont want that
I love her thou
more then anything
i can say it i know it
i have no idea
what love is
but i love her