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[lovelikerome]

i don't know how much longer this is supposed to last. will it? my fears have been attacking me in my dreams lately. if i spoke about it, no one wouldn't understand. not even you. i don't want anyone to look at me and tell me it's not true, and that i am imagining things. i feels the threat could actually be real. i don't know what to trust.

i've always taken great comfort in looking at the architecture on building and thinking of lines or ways to use it. today i wanted to rollerblade more than anything. anything.