well....at least i tried
so recently i've received two emails
from two separate people
apologizing for events or things they did in the past that caused our friendships to, for lack of better wording, fail miserably.
it was a beautiful thing.
somewhat ironic that they i got them 4 days from each other.
so i started thinking, maybe God is trying to tell me something.
maybe i need to look at myself and see if i need to reconcile any friendships that may have gone awry....
so i told my friend i needed to talk to him.
a few days later i actually got to talk to him....
convo:
him: what did you want to talk to me about?
me: oh yeah, mmmmmmm..... well, i just wanted to talk about stuff that happened...
him: k
me: and i basically just wanted to apologize for temporarily being a horrible person.
because i was mad at you for a while and i took it out on you by being mean and saying some things that could have gone without being said.
so i'm sorry.
and im sorry things ended kind of bad with us
because you were my best friend and i was pretty depressed for a really long time because of what happened.
him: dont worry about it. its past. it happened haha
me: oh.... well ok.... i guess if you dont think its a big deal then i just wont bring it up anymore
him: yeah its really not haha
me: yeah. anyway...
.............so i tried............
he obviously doesnt care
guess some things arent meant to be mended....
that's depressing
from two separate people
apologizing for events or things they did in the past that caused our friendships to, for lack of better wording, fail miserably.
it was a beautiful thing.
somewhat ironic that they i got them 4 days from each other.
so i started thinking, maybe God is trying to tell me something.
maybe i need to look at myself and see if i need to reconcile any friendships that may have gone awry....
so i told my friend i needed to talk to him.
a few days later i actually got to talk to him....
convo:
him: what did you want to talk to me about?
me: oh yeah, mmmmmmm..... well, i just wanted to talk about stuff that happened...
him: k
me: and i basically just wanted to apologize for temporarily being a horrible person.
because i was mad at you for a while and i took it out on you by being mean and saying some things that could have gone without being said.
so i'm sorry.
and im sorry things ended kind of bad with us
because you were my best friend and i was pretty depressed for a really long time because of what happened.
him: dont worry about it. its past. it happened haha
me: oh.... well ok.... i guess if you dont think its a big deal then i just wont bring it up anymore
him: yeah its really not haha
me: yeah. anyway...
.............so i tried............
he obviously doesnt care
guess some things arent meant to be mended....
that's depressing