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I am absolutely over being dragged down. Negativity really is the devil, and through my journey of coping with Justin's death, I've realized that so many unhappy people try to make other people just as miserable as they are. In my friendships and relationships, I've primarily just strived to feel normalcy. I don't take things out on my family, friends, or boyfriend when something goes wrong. But it seems like that's the treatment I always receive- even after bending over backwards saying or doing things to make everyone else happy before myself. A new semester is coming up and I think that will be a good time to focus on myself. I don't want to worry anymore about the stupid things that I have to put up with on a routine basis. I want to be done with it. I'm a senior in college and I've spent the last 5 years working on two bachelor degrees, and I think I'll be able to have a much better life away from this town when I finish. Until then, I'm not going to let other peoples' unhappiness drag me down.. Despite the frequent attempts.
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