It's been a while...
It's taken me a while to figure out what I want to say.... and I still feel lost about it. I can't quite put my finger on the way I've been feeling. Perhaps lost, alone.... maybe frustrated and confused. I'm so tired of being strong but I know that's what is needed right now. Why can't I verbalize the way I feel? I've been trapped in a vortex, everything spinning down and down until finally it's gone. Down the drain. I have so much anger and resentment. So much wanting and longing. And all I've learned after all this time is.... I'm ok with being unimpressive.