Apr 29, 2005 08:10
So I went last night to that party. Met some new friends, because I didn't know anyone. Sweet girls. But I didn't get home until freaking 1:30 in the morning. And then I got up at 7. I have an interview in an hour and I am really glad that I know how to fake shit like this because I feel like my insides need to be ripped out.
Gilbert called me twice last night while I was out. And I didn't get to talk to him either time because I couldn't hear him. Kinda ruins a night when the person you love "hangs" up on you. I was upset. I'm glad that I'm smart enough not to find comfort in another person's arms.
And why is it that whenever I meet a new guy and they ask what Gilbert does and I tell them he's in the navy they say he's cheated on me. And they say it like I know and I'm ok with it. And I'm like... uh..... NO. Just because most people in the navy are fucked up doesn't mean that all people in the navy are fucked up. It irritates me because it makes me worry about nothing.
Lets see.... I think thats all for now. I'm not so eventful and there were really no good stories to tell from last night. Just that I met some new friends...... and I think one of them was bi.....hm......
Ok, I'm going now.