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[lovelifeforlife]

so lately my life has been uber ridiculous
wonderful and everything

the bad part is that  i have been high for 6 days straight
today im not for once.

but everything has been like a movie
and it worries me
no life should be that perfect
so today im like waiting for the event that will make it all come crashing down
and its terrifying

me and brianna talked so much yesterday
it was nice

im truely scared for college
i dont want to make friends
i dont want anything to change
ah

and luke. we talked about him a lot

she asked me if when we grew up would we ever get back togetehr
i would but i cant read his mind

i just hope
this is how the other times happened we talked a lot
and then it just became something
and i want it to
i want him.

well anyway he texted me last night
but i was sick so i went to bed early
he said im in the pocket

and then 2 hours later he said
yo im in the pocket talk to me im bored.
and i didnt understand
but hes still not awake! gah

ill just have to wait
im gonna go look for houses with my broski
have a nice day