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okay so yesterday was pretty cool
my first day of singleness...
i didnt really do anything during the day
and then i had work til 8
and i was talking to luke and have been for a while
its a little weird but i still want him sosoosoos bad.
hes just so damn sexy
but anyways he invited me over for a fire after work
and patrick was there too so i went over and it was just them 2
pat was closer so i gave him a hhug first and he picks me up all the time so i wrapped my legs around his waiste
its normal i always do
but when i got down luke looked off
and he was very urgent in his hug
it was strange
and then the whole night i was trying not to flirt with pat but it just happened
and then ethan boucher came and he was being a huge dick to me. its was dumb
it was like everything i said was wrong so then when i stopped talking luke and pat were all why arent you talking. ughhh
and then i went to go pee and when i came back outside sarah marie balsamo as sitting in my seat!
i almost shit it was so wonderful to see her!!
everything was pretty sweet
and then sarah left and later so did pat
and once pat left luke was different
we talked a lot more and i feel like he was paying much more attention to me
it was nice
and then when i left i like got up and started to walk away and then everyone was all did nina just leave..
so i came back and waved bye to everyone and luke got up and walked over to me hugged me tight and said bye
and then when i was driving home he texted me to talk some more
and thats when i decided im going to sleep with him before i go to college.
hah
and the perfect opportunity just came up too
theres going to be a party tomorrow night
and thats where it will happen. i sware
jeesh im crazy