Jul 08, 2009 12:30
I'm so excited for my real party. we're all going to six flags on Monday then coming home for a wicked awesome party with tons of jell-o and tons of fun. I'm so pumped.
I'm moving closer and closer to my final decision about school. In a way it kinda sucks, but I'm also kinda happy with it. I've almost decided to stay home with Mike's parents and keep working while attending CCV and working towards an A.S in Business. Which isn't really all that bad of a choice, except that I don't have a car.
I've been spending way too much money lately, I really need to start saving as much as I can. I'm kind of worried that I'm not going to have nearly enough money to pay for college on my own.
I've decided to hand write out my letter to my father and send it to him, it's about 3 pages typed up, which will probably amount to 5 if not 6 hand written pages. I think that doing this will finally help me get over what I've been through.
I'd be so lost without Michael. I love him so much. I know that we're going to be together for a long time, because I can't imagine life without him.