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hey everybody.
i dont know where to begin. i did sumthing horrible. i just wanna say that i am so glad that ethan doesnt know i have a livejournal.
on friday night, i went to a party with some of my gurls. i knew ethan was gonna show up but he wasnt gonna get there for a few hours after me. anyway, right when i walked in the door the first person i saw was timothy. as soon as we made eye contact i knew trouble was gonna happen. it started with him bringin me a drink and lets just say it ended with me walkin downstairs about an hour later right into the arms of ethan.
i know i told myself that i was gonna stop but i cant. i love ethan soooooo much and he knows that. i couldnt look him in the eye but he just blamed that on me being drunk.
i jus dont know what to do with myself. it will all be so much easier now that ethan went back to sdsu today. i dont see him til xmas when we all go to key west so i really dont have to be so paranoid until then.
but the best part of the night was when we were goin home and jenny was in the passenger seat flirtin wif those guys!! OMG jenny!! lol. i will never forget that. they way they looked at you. HAHAHA. i was so surprised that they didnt follow us all the way home. i guess they just got tired of the car chase after awhile. lol.
<3
gabs
i dont know where to begin. i did sumthing horrible. i just wanna say that i am so glad that ethan doesnt know i have a livejournal.
on friday night, i went to a party with some of my gurls. i knew ethan was gonna show up but he wasnt gonna get there for a few hours after me. anyway, right when i walked in the door the first person i saw was timothy. as soon as we made eye contact i knew trouble was gonna happen. it started with him bringin me a drink and lets just say it ended with me walkin downstairs about an hour later right into the arms of ethan.
i know i told myself that i was gonna stop but i cant. i love ethan soooooo much and he knows that. i couldnt look him in the eye but he just blamed that on me being drunk.
i jus dont know what to do with myself. it will all be so much easier now that ethan went back to sdsu today. i dont see him til xmas when we all go to key west so i really dont have to be so paranoid until then.
but the best part of the night was when we were goin home and jenny was in the passenger seat flirtin wif those guys!! OMG jenny!! lol. i will never forget that. they way they looked at you. HAHAHA. i was so surprised that they didnt follow us all the way home. i guess they just got tired of the car chase after awhile. lol.
<3
gabs